“I’m thirsty.”
“I’ll get you a drink after I put you back to bed,” Paul assured Livy, shifting her to one arm so that he could close the door to the basement with the other.
“I don’t want to go back to bed, Daddy. I’m lonely there,” she complained. “Can’t I show Jeanne Louise pictures of Mommy?”
Paul didn’t answer at first. He didn’t take her directly up to bed though, but set her down in a chair at the kitchen table and busied himself getting her a drink. Livy hadn’t felt much like doing anything the last week and had spent more and more time in bed. He’d expected her to mostly remain there while he worked at convincing Jeanne Louise to turn Livy and save her life. But really, it occurred to him now that she would be more likely to agree to do what he wanted if she spent time with the child and got to know her. No one could spend more than a few minutes with his Livy and not fall in love with her, he was sure. She was a lovely child, clever and sweet and so very precious. Everyone must see that.
Surely it couldn’t hurt their cause for Jeanne Louise to get to know and love the child? It seemed like a smart plan, and Livy’s interest and desire to spend time with Jeanne Louise could only help. But he was concerned about Livy. She’d been so weak and apathetic lately. This sudden desire to be up and about was unexpected, and a bit worrisome. He’d heard of cases where the dying had sudden bursts of energy and seemed to be feeling better just before the end and Paul feared he was running out of time.
“Jeanne Louise is pretty, Daddy,” Livy announced suddenly as he poured her a glass of orange juice.
“Yes,” he agreed absently, but it made him think of the woman presently chained up in what used to be his office in the basement. She wasn’t what most people would classify as beautiful. Her face was a bit round, but her eyes were large and exotic and when she smiled her face was transformed. He’d noticed that the few times he’d seen her smile at Argeneau Enterprises. They were very rare occasions. He had seen her probably a thousand times in the cafeteria over the last few years, but suspected she’d never even noticed him. Mostly she seemed distracted, and frowned over notes as she ate. But every once in a while someone would join her, either one of her coworkers or one of her family members, and she’d smile in welcome, her face lighting up like a Christmas tree.
It was that smile that had always fascinated Paul. The way it transformed her from a plain, serious-looking woman to an unexpected beauty. It made him think she should smile more, that he’d like to see her smile more, make her smile more. But he’d never had any excuse to approach her. And in his heart he’d felt unfaithful for even wanting to. He hadn’t been long a widower when he’d started at Argeneau Enterprises. Jerri had died just a little more than a month before that, hit by a drunk driver on her way home from work. It had left Paul alone, lonely and juggling work and being a single father. And then he’d finally felt he’d finished his grieving and had mastered being a single father, and had planned to take a vacation, the first he’d had in three years. It was supposed to be a tour of Europe for him and Livy during her summer break. He hadn’t had a vacation the last couple years and had managed with some persuasion to get his supervisor to allow him a two-month chunk and . . .
And then Livy had gotten sick. She’d been having headaches the last month or so of school. He’d taken her to the doctor to check it out the week before their trip, just to be sure all was well. Paul hadn’t expected anything really to be wrong. He’d thought perhaps she was dehydrated. That could cause headaches, and it was summer, hot and sweaty. The doctor had agreed that was probably the case and had run a battery of tests—blood work and scans. The Thursday before the trip, she’d asked him to take Livy for another scan. That had been slightly concerning, but she’d assured him she just wanted to double check. So Paul had bypassed sleep to take her in during the day. The next morning, the Friday before they were supposed to leave on their trip, his world had crashed down around him.
Paul had been starting his car in the parking garage of Argeneau Enterprises after his last night of work. He’d been whistling happily at the thought of showing Livy English castles and feeding her French food when his cell phone had rung. Recognizing the doctor’s name on the screen of his Lexus, he’d hit answer as he’d backed out of his parking spot. The doctor had greeted him solemnly and announced she’d got the results back on all the tests and he should come to her office right away.
Paul had felt the cold clutch of real concern then. It was 7:30 in the morning. He’d hired Mrs. Stuart to watch over Livy while she slept, and had worked the night shift since Jerri’s death so that he would be home to have breakfast with her and be available during the day if she needed him. Usually he slept while she was in school and was up by the time she got home in the early afternoon. But it also meant that if she was sick and had to stay home from school, he was there for her. Tired, but there.
The doctor knew his shift and had known he’d just be leaving work and could swing by her office on the way home. What had concerned him was that she wanted him to, that early. Ten minutes later he’d sat in her office, completely numb as she told him his daughter had a brain tumor. The position and size of it made removing it a very deadly proposition. She would most likely die in the operation. Chemo might shrink it, but wasn’t likely to. It was one of the more aggressive types and had grown to twice its size between the first round of scans and tests and the second they’d done to verify it a week later.
Paul had listened to that with a blank mind, his brain unable, or unwilling, to take in the information. No doubt understanding that he was in shock, the doctor had told him to go home and to think about what he felt was best for Livy. If he chose the operation, they would book it at once. If he wanted to try chemo to shrink it first, that too would be booked right away. But she obviously hadn’t held out much hope for either helping the child.
Paul had driven home, cancelled the flights and reservations for their trips and sat alone in the empty house all day, his brain whirling. Operation. She could die on the table. Chemo. Probably wouldn’t work and would just make the child suffer. The end result either way seemed to be her dying before her sixth birthday. It was just a matter of whether she suffered with painful headaches and no treatment, suffered horribly with headaches and the misery of chemo on top of it, or died abruptly with the operation. None of the above had been palatable to Paul. He’d watched his wife die slowly after the car accident, one organ shutting down after another. He simply couldn’t do it again with Livy. He refused to lose her.
Paul’s thoughts had run around in panicked circles inside his head all day as he’d waited for Livy to come home from her last day of school. And then the answer had come to him, clear and simple. If Livy were immortal she would never get sick, never die.
Paul worked in drug development at Argeneau Enterprises. His job was to help come up with stronger and better tranquilizers to help Enforcers capture and bring in rogue immortals. To do his job properly, he’d had to be brought into the circle of those who knew about these incredible creatures—humans made immortal by bio-engineered nanos programmed to keep them at their peak condition. The nanos attacked anything that threatened their host: colds, flus, diseases . . . cancer. They also repaired injury and reversed the damage caused by aging. The nanos used blood to reproduce and propel themselves, as well as to make their repairs, more blood than a human body could produce, which meant the immortal had to take in blood from an outside source, mortals.
He’d been told that in Atlantis, where these nanos were apparently developed millennia ago, the recipients of the nanos had been given transfusions to meet this need for blood. But when Atlantis fell and the hosts, the only survivors of the catastrophe, had climbed over the mountains and joined the rest of the world, they’d found themselves in a much less developed world where blood transfusions and nanos weren’t even yet dreamed of. The hosts had begun to wither and die without the transfusions, and the nanos in response had forced an evolution of sorts, giving them retractable fangs, better night vision, and more strength and speed to make them better predators, able to get the blood they needed.
They’d been forced to hunt and feed off their neighbors and friends to survive. At least until the development of blood banks. He’d been assured they now mostly drank bagged blood. It was less dangerous, less likely to make their presence known amongst the mortals, which was their paramount concern. If mortals knew about them, immortals would either be hunted down and killed out of fear, or captured and locked up for experimentation. Many mortals would be eager to gain the knowledge behind the nanos for themselves. At least, that was what immortals feared. Paul suspected that fear was justified.
Before being hired and given this secret, Paul had been put through rigorous psychological testing and several interviews meant to gauge how much of a threat he might be if he knew their secret. Once ascertaining that he could handle the information without using it against them or being unduly afraid of them, he’d been brought in for a briefing. Then he’d been given extensive counseling and testing to be sure he was handling everything he’d learned. Paul had understood their concerns, but he’d had no desire to blab to everyone about what he’d learned. First off, he’d most likely have been thought mad, and second, the whole thing had fascinated him. He’d wanted to know more, and had learned as much as he could the last several years working at Argeneau Enterprises.
There was much he didn’t know, of course. Paul suspected they kept a lot of information from him about their kind. He would have liked to actually study the nanos themselves, but it wasn’t necessary for his job so it wasn’t allowed. He didn’t need to actually study the nanos to develop new, stronger and better tranquilizers and test them on the immortals who volunteered to be guinea pigs.
Paul had tried telling them that he should really study the nanos to be sure he didn’t create anything that might kill one of their people. But the response to that had been an amused, “No drug created would kill an immortal.” Of course that was the only reason he now had Jeanne Louise locked up in his basement. If he had been given access to nanos at work, he never would have had to take her. Instead he would have tried stealing nanos from the lab. Paul would have preferred that. He wasn’t normally the sort to run around kidnapping people to get them to do what he wanted, but he was desperate. This was his Livy. His little angel. The apple of his eye. She was the only reason for his continuing to live the last couple of years since her mother’s death. He couldn’t lose her too.
“Can I have more?”
Paul blinked, and glanced to see Livy holding out the now empty orange-juice glass. The sight made him smile. Her cheeks had a little color to them and she seemed happy and pain free for the moment. It was a stark contrast to the gray-faced little girl he’d found on returning home. But then she’d been fretting over what Mrs. Stuart had said about God not liking crybabies and not letting her see her mother in heaven. It seemed now as if she’d forgotten all of that. He was glad if she had, and hoped she didn’t recall it again.
“Of course,” Paul murmured and took her glass to pour more of the juice into it. As he handed it back he asked, “Do you think you could eat something now?”
Livy tilted her head and considered the question. Paul was sure she was about to say no as usual, but then she asked, “Can we have a picnic outside with Jeanne Louise? That would be fun. And I can show her pictures of Mommy.”
Paul stilled at the suggestion, quickly considering his options. He wanted Livy to eat and this was the first time she’d shown any interest in food in a couple days. He also wanted Jeanne Louise to get to know Livy. Surely once she understood what a beautiful, sweet child she was, she couldn’t refuse to help them. But it would be difficult to picnic with the woman chained up as she was, and he didn’t dare unchain her. On top of that there was the concern that she would say something to Livy about the fact that she was there against her will.
“I’ll tell you what,” he said finally, moving to put the orange juice away. “I’ll ask her if she’d like to picnic with us and if she would, we’ll join her downstairs. Okay?”
“Okay,” Livy said happily.
Nodding, he headed for the door to the basement, adding, “You just stay there and drink your orange juice. I’ll be right back.”
“Okay,” Livy repeated as he opened the door and started down the stairs.