Love, Chloe - Alessandra Torre Page 0,89
she seethed, pushing forward, a sharp fingernail jabbing my shoulder. “Do you know what you’ve done?” She screamed the words, her voice shaking on the final syllables.
I didn’t feel like guessing. Paulo? Her pregnancy? The fact that I’d been sneaking Chanel non-organic treats?
“I’ve got the studio on my ass, the press on my ass, a heartbroken husband and Paulo is flipping his shit, Chloe.”
Ouch. So her pregnancy had leaked, as had her affair. “I’m sorry Nicole, it was a bad situation. No one should have overheard—”
“Overheard?” she seethed. “Not just overheard. There are a dozen different videos of you blabbing about my personal business. You’ve spelled out my entire life for anyone with an internet connection; you wouldn’t shut up.”
I got her point. Realized my fuck-up. And there, in my pajamas on a Saturday morning, finally decided that I didn’t care. Not about this woman. Not about her issues. Not about the consequences of her actions. I met her eyes and said, for the first time since she hired me, what I really thought. “You got yourself in this situation. You shouldn’t have cheated on Clarke. And you should have told him yourself that you were pregnant.”
She stepped closer, fully inside my apartment, and slammed the door shut on Dante’s face. I stayed in place and met her murderous stare.
Then, her mouth trembled and, oh my God … she was about to cry.
“Do you know how long Clarke and I have been trying?” she whispered. “All of the doctors, the fertility treatments…” Her words died, and she looked away, swallowing hard. She suddenly looked, in the harsh morning light of my apartment, old. Like she’d been up for hours, her eyes puffy, wrinkles not covered by makeup, dark shadows not covered with concealer. “Clarke would have been so happy to find out I was pregnant. That was our moment, Chloe. One for us to celebrate, one we’ve waited for seven years for.”
“If it’s his,” I pointed out. “Paulo—”
“Paulo had a vasectomy five years ago,” she snapped, her eyes hardening. “Not that that’s any of your business.”
Very rarely had I felt as much of an asshole as I did right then. And that was before I read all of the gossip articles, the tweets, and posts. That was before Nicole stiffened, her hand grabbing at her stomach, her face going pale. I watched her grope for the wall, her eyes darting to me in panic, and I barely caught her before she crumpled.
“I’ll call an ambulance.” Carter grabbed his phone and I sank to the floor, propping Nicole’s head up on one of my pumpkin pajama legs and shushing her. I didn’t know why I shushed. I thought it was, for some reason, soothing.
It wasn’t. For one, her cursing drowned out any effective soothing qualities. For another, Carter held the phone away from his mouth, mid-directions to 911, and told me to shut up.
So I did. I shut up and let Nicole curse me. I held her in my arms, and I prayed that her baby was all right. I had already messed this up. I couldn’t take any more consequences from my actions.
In the distance, there was the wail of a siren, the sound almost swallowed by its city.
84. Loose Lips Sink Everything
I sat on the floor of the ambulance and stared at my shoes. Pink Nikes. They clashed horribly with my pajama pants. And I wasn’t wearing a bra, my nipples standing out in the cold air of the vehicle. In between my knees, my phone buzzed, Joey calling. I stopped its vibration and wondered what I would tell him and Hannah. Wondered if the secret of Paulo’s involvement would keep. I wouldn’t be the one to spill it. I had already, in the last twelve hours, done more than enough damage.
I didn’t know anything about babies or pregnancy. But I did know that the Moment You Tell the Father was a pretty big deal. So was the Moment You Tell Your Friends … and Your Mother … and Everyone Else. There were a hundred websites devoted to helping you break the news. Some people put plastic babies in cakes for an unsuspecting relative to break a tooth on. Some put a literal bun in the oven and hope someone gets the witty reference. Some flew banner planes, some rented billboards, but NO ONE wanted the news broke via an assistant’s blabby mouth on YouTube. No one wanted a thousand gossip sites running the headline Who Is Nicole Brantley’s