Long Lost - By Harlan Coben Page 0,56

were closed and soon, very soon, so were mine.
Chapter 22
PART TWO

Chapter 22

THIRSTY.

Sand in the throat. Eyes won't open. Or maybe they do.

Total darkness.

Engine roar. I sense someone standing over me.

"Terese..."

I think I say it out loud, but I'm not sure.

NEXT snippet of memory: voices.

They seem very far away. I don't understand any of the words. Sounds, that's all. Something angry. It gets closer. Louder. In my ear now.

My eyes open. I see white.

The voice keeps repeating the same thing over and over.

Sounds like "Al-sabr wal-sayf."

I don't understand. Gibberish maybe. Or a foreign language. I don't know.

"Al-sabr wal-sayf."

Someone is shouting in my ear. My eyes squeeze shut. I want it to stop.

"Al-sabr wal-sayf."

The voice is angry, incessant. I think I say I'm sorry.

"He doesn't understand," someone says.

Silence.

PAIN in my side.

"Terese...," I say again.

No reply.

Where am I?

I hear a voice again, but I can't understand what it's saying.

Feel alone, isolated. I'm lying down. I think I'm shaking.

"LET me explain the situation to you."

I still can't move. I try to open my mouth, but I can't. Open my eyes. Blurry. Feels like my entire head is wrapped in thick, sticky cobwebs. I try to scrape the cobwebs away. They stay.

"You used to work for the government, didn't you?"

Is the voice talking to me? I nod but stay very still.

"Then you know places like this exist. That they've always existed. You heard the rumors, at the very least."

I never believed the rumors. Maybe after 9/11. But not before. I think I say no but that might just be in my head.

"Nobody knows where you are. Nobody will find you. We can keep you forever. We can kill you any time we please. Or we can let you go."

Fingers around my bicep. More fingers around my wrist. Struggle but pointless. Feel a pinch in my arm. I can't move. Can't stop it. I remember when I was six my dad took me to the Kiwanis carnival on Northfield Avenue. Cheesy rides and attractions. The Madhouse. That was the name of one. Mirrors and giant clown heads and a horrible laugh track. Went in alone. I was a big boy, after all. Got lost and turned around and couldn't find my way out. One of those clown heads jumped out at me. I started to cry. I spun around. Another giant clown head was right there, mocking me.

That was what this felt like.

I cried and spun around again. I called for my dad. He shouted my name, ran inside, knocked through a thin wall, found me, and made it okay.

Dad, I think. Dad will find me. Any second now.

But no one comes.

"HOW do you know Rick Collins?"

I tell the truth. Again. So exhausted.

"And how do you know Mohammad Matar?"

"I don't know who that is."

"You tried to kill him in Paris. Then you killed him before we grabbed you in London. Who sent you to kill him?"

"Nobody. He attacked me."

I explain. Then something horrible happens to me, but I don't know what it is.

I am walking. My hands are tied behind my back. Can't see much, just small dots of light. A hand on either shoulder. They roughly pull me down.

Lying on my back.

Legs bound together. Belt tightened across my chest. Body lassoed to hard surface.

Can't move at all.

Suddenly the dots of light are gone. I think I scream. I may be upside down. I'm not sure.

A giant, wet hand covers my face. Grabs my nose. Covers my mouth.

Can't breathe. Try to flail. Arms tied. Legs bound.

Can't move. Someone is holding my head. Can't even turn it. The hand presses down harder on my face. No air.

Panic. I'm being smothered.

Try to inhale. My mouth opens. Inhale. Must inhale. Can't. Water fills my throat and runs up my nose.

I choke. Lungs burning. About to burst. Muscles screaming. Must move. Can't. No escape.

No air.

Dying.

I hear someone weeping and realize the sound is coming from me.

Sudden searing pain.

My back arches. My eyes bulge. I scream.

"Oh God, please..."

The voice is my own, but I don't recognize it. So weak. I am so damned weak.

"WE have some questions for you."

"Please. I answered them."

"We have more."

"And then I can go?"

The voice is pleading.

"It's pretty much your only hope."

I startle awake to a bright light in my face.

I blink. Heart racing. Can't catch my breath. Don't know where I am. My mind travels back. What is the last thing I remember? Putting the gun under the bastard's chin and pulling the trigger.

Something else is there, in the corner of my brain, just out of