You really don't want to be thinking this. Not in the midnight darkness of this room, Bonnie's mind told her.
Not so much husky as snarly, Bonnie thought helplessly. You could almost say Caroline growled her answers.
Little sounds told Bonnie that the girl under the desk was moving. Bonnie's own breathing quickened.
"But we want to see you," Meredith said quietly. "And you know that Bonnie's scared of the dark. Can I just turn on your bedside lamp?"
Bonnie could feel herself trembling. That wasn't good. It wasn't smart to show Caroline you were afraid of her. But the pitch-blackness was making her tremble. She could feel that this room was wrong in its angles - or maybe it was only her imagination. She could also hear things that made her jump - like that loud double clicking noise directly behind her. What had made that?
"All rrright then! Turrn on the one by the bed." Caroline was definitely snarling. And she was moving toward them; Bonnie could hear rustling and breathing getting closer.
Don't let her get to me in the dark!
It was a panicked, irrational thought, but Bonnie couldn't help thinking it any more than she could help stumbling blindly sideways into...
Something tall - and warm.
Not Meredith. Never since Bonnie had known her had Meredith smelled like rancid sweat and rotten eggs. But the warm something took hold of both Bonnie's upraised hands, and there were strange little clicking noises as they clenched.
The hands weren't just warm; they were hot and dry. And the ends poked oddly into Bonnie's skin.
Then, as a light by the bedside went on, they were gone. The lamp Meredith had found put out a very, very dim ruby light - and it was easy to see why. A ruby negligee and peignoir had been tied around the shade.
"This is a fire hazard," Meredith said, but even her level voice sounded shaken.
Caroline stood before them in the red light. She seemed taller than ever to Bonnie, tall and sinewy, except for the slight bulge of her belly. She was dressed normally, in jeans and a tight T-shirt. She was holding her hands playfully hidden behind her back, and smiling her old insolent, sly smile.
I want to go home, Bonnie thought.
Meredith said, "Well?"
Caroline just kept smiling. "Well, what?"
Meredith lost her temper. "What do you want?"
Caroline just looked arch. "Have you visited your friend Isobel today? Had a little talk with her?"
Bonnie had a powerful urge to slap that smug smile off Caroline's face. She didn't. It was just a trick of the lamplight - she knew it had to be - but it looked almost as if there was a red dot shining in the center of each of Caroline's eyes.
"We visited Isobel at the hospital, yes," Meredith said expressionlessly. Then, with unmistakable anger in her voice, she added, "And you know very well that she can't talk yet. But" - with a triumphant little pounce - "the doctors say she will be able to. Her tongue will heal, Caroline. She may have scars from all the places she pierced herself, but she's going to be able to talk again just fine."
Caroline's smile had faded, leaving her face looking haggard and full of dull fury. At what? Bonnie wondered.
"It would do you some good to get out of this house," Meredith told the copper-haired girl. "You can't live in the dark - "
"I won't forever," Caroline said sharply. "Just until the twins are born." She stood, hands still behind her, and arched her back so that her stomach protruded more than ever.
"The - twins?" Bonnie was startled into speaking.
"Matt Junior and Mattie. That's what I'm going to call them."
Caroline's gloating smile and impudent eyes were almost too much for Bonnie to stand. "You can't do that!" she heard herself shouting.
"Or maybe I'll call the girl Honey. Matthew and Honey, for their daddy, Matthew Honeycutt."
"You can't do it," Bonnie shouted, more shrilly. "Especially with Matt not even here to defend himself - "
"Yes, he did run away very suddenly, didn't he? The police are wondering why he had to run. Of course" - Caroline lowered her voice to a meaningful whisper - "he wasn't alone. Elena was with him. I wonder what the two of them do in their spare time?" She giggled, a high, fatuous giggle.