“Tell me.”
He frowned, as if searching for words. “When we first met, I took your scent into me—sky and home. When I’m inside you, I feel like I’ve found the sky for the first time, or returned home after an eternal absence. It’s as if every want and need I’ve ever had, or ever will have, is fulfilled. I hadn’t expected the . . . totality of it.”
Though his admission was one of the most moving things she’d ever heard, he exhaled and said, “I make little sense. Woman, you’ve addled me.” He turned the question on her. “Was it like you expected?”
“No, but in a good way.”
“How so?”
How to explain what she’d felt and learned? “I discovered things tonight, Thronos. So many things.” She stroked his hair from his forehead. “I felt safe with you, connected to you. And those feelings heightened everything. It’s addictive.”
He nodded. “I feel the same. I sometimes wonder what I wouldn’t do for more of you.”
“Exactly. Let’s put it this way—I’m so happy I took your hand earlier.”
Even as his lips curled, his lids grew heavier. She’d never seen him sleep. He hadn’t in weeks, but now that he’d released tension and was back in his own bed, she hoped he could. “You should rest.” She motioned for him to go to his back, then draped herself over his chest. His strong arms twined around her. “We have a big day tomorrow.” Words she’d despaired of ever saying to a significant other.
“I’m reluctant to sleep.” He pulled her even closer to him. “Fear you won’t be here when I wake.”
His gruff words made the ache in her heart worse. “We’re married now. I’m not going anywhere.” And she meant it. He was her husband, her lover, her prince.
Thronos was her best friend.
Though she worried what tomorrow would bring, she believed in them.
As he was drifting off, he said, “With all my dreams having come true, what will I dream of now?”
Oh, damn. Lanthe gazed at his face in sleep. I just fell in love with him.
FORTY-NINE
The brightest sunlight Lanthe had ever encountered blazed down on her. The harsh light of day—and she had zero regrets. Still, she grumbled, “I feel like Private Benjamin!”
“Don’t know who that is, Lanthe.”
She could hear the grin in his voice. “Turn off the light!”
“I can’t turn off the sun.”
She cracked her eyes open to find him sitting at the edge of the bed, looking like a boss. “Well, aren’t you happy with yourself?” His smile was brilliant against his crisp linen shirt. Glorious male.
He nodded. “I woke this morning, disoriented, convinced last night had been a reverie. Then I gazed down and your head was upon my chest. I comprehended that we are wed.” He gazed deeply into her eyes. “There has never been a better morning.”
This was a world away from her typical morning-after scenarios. “How long have you been sitting there?”
“Couple of hours. I enjoy watching you sleep.”
With anyone else, Lanthe would have found that creepy, but not with her new husband.
In any case, she couldn’t talk since she’d mooned over his relaxed, sleepy face until she’d dozed off. Then she’d been out like the dead. No nightmares. No restlessness.
“Come, I’m eager to introduce you to our people.”
Bully.
“We’ll find you a grand breakfast. Apple tartlets, maybe? Or honey bread?”
She was hungry. “Okay, okay. I need a shower first.” When she rose and knotted her hair above her head, his gaze fell on her br**sts, his brows drawn tight. As she padded into the bathroom, she knew he was ogling her ass so she put an extra spring in her step.