A question trembled on the tip of my tongue. After a few moments' struggle, I decided I couldn't hold it back any longer. "Just out of idle curiosity, what was the previous Hashmallim called?"
"Last month's Hashmallim of the month?" Margaretta thought for a few seconds. "That would be Hashmallim."
I nodded. It was what I had expected. "They're all named Hashmallim, aren't they?"
"Oh, yes. That is what they are," the little woman told me earnestly.
"I've always wanted to see one up close, but my grandmother wouldn't let me," Diamond said, looking thoughtful for a few seconds before taking my arm. "Oh, Cora, Margaretta says that they're having a 'Meet Your Fellow Damned' breakfast, and I think we should go. You never know who we could meet - Margaretta says the meet and greets are always very popular, so we'll want to get in right away to get a nice table. That way we can eyeball who's there. Wouldn't it be romantic if you had to be banished to the Akasha in order to find your one true love?"
"You can't be serious," I asked her, squeezing the last morsel of disbelief from my emotional center. "Why aren't you screaming and yelling about being here? Why aren't you freaking out? Why aren't you asking what's going on?"
She tipped her head to the side. "Why should I freak out? This is a chance in a lifetime, Corazon. Not many people get to actually visit the Akasha."
I glanced at the little woman. "The man who was with me, Ulfur, he said something about the only way you can get out of this place is if someone summons you. Is that right?"
"Yes, it's right. Although I should note that unless you have some sort of a bond with the Summoner, it's not easy to remove a member of the Otherworld from the Akasha. It's policy, you see. Now, you mortals, you're different."
"We are?" My hopes leaped up with a happy little song on their lips. "You mean we can leave?"
"Oh, no," she said, shaking her head and glancing at her watch. "It would hardly be a place of perpetual punishment if you could just walk out, would it? I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to cut this short if I want to see the lich you mentioned before I have to give the welcome speech at the meet-and-greet breakfast. It'll be held to the south, by the way, in the fifth quadrant, at the lodge level in the Hall of Burning Flesh."
"Fifth quadrant?" I asked, watching as Margaretta made a tick mark on a list of names and bustled off. "Hall of Burning Flesh?"
"Sounds like such fun! Are you coming?" Diamond asked, trailing after Margaretta.
"Er . . . no, I think I'll pass on the flesh-burning breakfast."
"Pfft," Diamond said, giving me a cheery wave. "This isn't Abaddon, after all. I'm sure they won't burn anyone's flesh at the breakfast. That would be totally unhygienic. See you later!"
I looked upward, at the sky, as if an answer to all my woes would be written there, but there was nothing but brownish gray sky that led down to the stark, inhospitable landscape. "Could this day get any weirder?"
No one answered me, for which I was strangely relieved. I decided that if I had a better chance than most at getting out of the (probably quite literally) godforsaken spot, then I'd best be looking around to find that way out.
I wandered around for what could well have been days. I know it was at least a few hours, because my shoes were beginning to show wear from the sharp rocks. The color of the sky didn't change, however, and I didn't seem to find any way out of the rocky-moor area, assuming Margaretta wasn't full of bull about there being welcome breakfasts in what sounded like the civilized part of the Akasha.
"I swear I'm going around in circles," I muttered under my breath as I glared suspiciously at a car-sized boulder vaguely in the shape of a hand flipping the bird. "You look familiar. Right. I'm going to go that way this time." I moved around the rude rock and came to a dead stop. Lying on the ground snuggled up next to the base of the boulder was a man. At least I thought it was a man.
"Hey. You OK?" I asked, not wanting to get close, but at the same time wanting to make sure he wasn't hurt or something. "Mister? Dammit."
I crept closer, my skin twitchy as I neared him, the devil in my mind pointing out that it was just last week that I'd watched a horror movie where a body that looked dead actually wasn't, and had leaped up in a manner guaranteed to cause incontinence in viewers, subsequently ripping the unwary couple who stumbled over it to shreds with long, razorlike claws.
I checked the guy's hands, but there didn't seem to be any signs of claws. As I neared him, I adjusted my image of someone who might need help, to someone who was long past it.
"Oh, you poor guy." I squatted down next to his head, taking in his gray skin, and cheeks so sunken, the cheekbones stood out in painful relief. His mouth was a slash of gray the same color as his flesh. He wore what was probably a very expensive weathered black suit coat and pants, but was now covered in the same brown dirt that tinted everything in the Akasha. His hands bore long, sensitive-looking fingers, the sinews that stood out on the backs of his hands lending credence to the fact that he was dead. "Did you die out here all by yourself? I wonder."
There were no obvious signs of injury, no blood, no mangled limbs. . . . It was as if he'd simply lain down and died. A strange sense of sorrow filled me at the sight of the man. He looked almost familiar, but as I studied his face, I realized that it must have been a trick of the shadows. Still, I felt an inexplicable, frustrated need to help him. Perhaps there was someone I could call to take care of his remains? Someone who would clean him up and give him a decent burial. I brushed back a lock of hair that lay across his forehead. His hair was dark brown, almost black, sweeping back from the brow down to about ear length. "When you were alive, I bet you were quite the hunk," I said, gently combing his hair into a semblance of order, wishing I could wash the dirt from his face.
Without thinking, my fingers trailed down the length of his jaw, his slight stubble rasping softly.
"Very hunky," I said, unable to keep from noticing the gently blunted chin, and barest hint of a chin dimple that had he been alive, would have driven me wild. His nose was long and narrow, but with a couple of little bumps in it that most likely owed their existence to acts of violence. "Were you a fighter rather than a lover, then?"
A brown beetle emerged from under his open shirt, wandering out across his collarbone. I picked it off, lifting up his shirt a little to peer underneath and make sure there were no more insects inside it.
My fingers traced the curve of a thick pectoral muscle.
"OK, I've changed my mind. You weren't just hunky - you were mind-numbingly gorgeous. What did you do to end up here? And why did you die?" I sighed, and tidied up his shirt, standing up to look around. "Let me see if I can't find someone - hey! You! Yes, you! How many yous do you think there are around here?"
About a hundred feet away, a slight woman with a hunted look on her face was dashing around the rocks in a serpentine manner, tossing a worried look over her shoulder. She glanced toward me, pausing with the body language that said she was going to bolt any second. "Run!" she said, waving a hand vaguely. "There's a wrath demon on the hunt!"