Just Like the Other Girls - Claire Douglas Page 0,80

not as sweet or as pretty. And you’re feisty, but that doesn’t bother the old bag. She likes you. I’ve seen the way she laughs at your jokes. Or maybe it’s because she appreciates you more, knowing you might be taken away in an instant, like the others.

This time, though, Elspeth McKenzie has made the right choice.

You’re the best girl for the job.

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Kathryn

Kathryn isn’t so sure about this new one, Willow Green. What kind of name is that anyway? It sounds like it’s been pulled from a Farrow & Ball chart. She wonders if it’s made up.

This one is cocky, loud and brash, with her tattoos, wacky clothes and nose piercings. She’s lacking the manners Una had. She reminds Kathryn of the first one, Matilde. Is that why her mother hired her? Kathryn had hoped that Una’s death would be the end of it all. But, no, the funeral was barely over when Elspeth had put the advert in the newspaper before Kathryn had a chance to try to talk her out of it. Elspeth didn’t even consult her for the interviews, although she saw one girl tripping down the pavement afterwards: curvy, dark-haired, tall. In her hot-pink fluffy jacket, she looked like she’d mugged a Muppet. Kathryn knew she wouldn’t be getting the job. She almost called after her, ‘Don’t hold your breath, you stupid cow. You don’t look like my long-lost sister!’ And then, just a few weeks after Una was in the ground, out popped another Viola carbon copy.

When Kathryn first clapped eyes on Willow, she’d been shocked. Yes, she was her mother’s type, there was no disputing that, but she was so … new agey, if they were still calling it that nowadays. She looked like she should be hanging out at Glastonbury, not here in Clifton among the antiques and the upholstered furniture. But, true to form, no family to speak of, no commitments or ties. Pliable.

How many more of these girls would have to die before her mother got the message that she, Kathryn, is the only one she needs?

Kathryn gets up early on Sunday morning. She can hear her mother chatting to Viola in her bedroom, her laugh echoing through the house. No … not Viola. Willow. What’s wrong with her? Kathryn puts a hand to her head. Her forehead is hot. Perhaps she’s sick. She feels like she’s going mad. She dreamt of Viola last night, of the years of bullying and abuse. Elspeth and Huw could only protect her from some of it. They didn’t see the rest, the tricks and the manipulation, when their backs were turned: the time Viola and her friends left her on the suspension bridge the year after the Halloween incident, or when they pushed her out of the tree house and she broke her wrist. It’s still weak now and hurts when the cold sets in. Each time she lied for Viola, terrified that if she told the truth she’d be sent back to the home. After all, Elspeth and Huw were hardly going to send their real daughter away, were they? Viola knew this and used it to her advantage. But the bullying didn’t let up until that last time. When Kathryn got her revenge.

Her head throbs. No, she can’t think of that now. She can’t think of the hatred and the bitterness that twists around her intestines, threatening to crush her whenever she remembers. She needs to keep that in a little box inside her mind, separate from the boys and from Ed, lest it spills out and tarnishes what she has, what she’s built.

She sneaks out of the house without saying goodbye to her mother or having breakfast with Aggie. All she wants to do is get back to Ed and the boys, to normality. Nothing at The Cuckoo’s Nest feels normal, with these replica Violas everywhere she turns, laughing at her, taunting her, proving she’ll never be good enough. Since Una died, even Aggie isn’t as friendly as she once was. She’s not rude but she lacks her usual warmth, never stopping to chat, briskly saying she must get on whenever Kathryn tries to corner her for a bit of light gossip. She’s even stopped leaving extras for Kathryn to take to her family.

She drives home too fast. Luckily the roads are quiet at eight o’clock on a Sunday. Her house is equally silent when she lets herself in. She suspects they’re all still in bed, Ed snoring unattractively, one arm