“And I do see you, Kat,” he said. “My brush doesn’t lie, and when I trail it over the curve of your waist and the swell of your hips, it’s not just lines and form that I’m bringing to life on the canvas, but you. Tell me, Kat. Tell me you understand that.”
“Yes,” I said, because right then I couldn’t seem to think of any other word.
“When I paint you, I capture you. Light. Shadows. I see more than I put on the canvas, Kat. I see everything. The face you show the public, the most intimate parts of you that you keep hidden.”
I made a small noise that might have been a protest, because that couldn’t be true. He couldn’t know me that well; he couldn’t see my secrets.
“Don’t you feel me, Kat? Don’t you feel my eyes exploring, assessing, deciding what I am willing to show to the world and what I want to keep to myself?”
My body, I thought with relief. He doesn’t mean my secrets, but my body.
“I feel you,” I whispered, my voice like air.
“My brush moving softly over your lips,” he said, as I drew my fingertip gently over my mouth. “Then down, lower and lower until I can tease your breasts. Until I’m exploring the shadows that fall between them and the way your skin glows, almost translucent when the sun teases your nipples. Are they hard now, Kat?”
“Very.”
“Take your nipple between your fingers and pinch it. I want it harder, a deep, sensual red. I want to paint you aroused, Kat. The glow on your face and the flush of your skin. Do it, Kat. Do it and let me see.”
“You’re not here,” I protested, though I willingly complied.
“I’m always there,” he replied, and those words combined with the tight pinch of my own fingers against my sensitive nipples brought a moan to my lips.
I arched up, then whispered his name and was rewarded with a low, masculine groan.
“I want to paint you while you come,” he said. “I want to capture ecstasy, Kat. Let me do that, angel. Let me do that now.”
“Cole . . .” I heard the protest in my voice. An unwelcome, unexpected shyness.
“No,” he said. “No argument, no denials. I want to see you. I want to watch your body tighten and then explode. I want to see it, Kat, even if only in my imagination.”
I licked my lips, wanting it, too, but unsure if it was even possible. I’d never come with a man calling the shots in my bed. Not since—not in a very long time. But this . . .
Maybe this . . .
“Where are you?”
“My house.”
“Alone?”
I thought about the words he’d been saying to me. “Well, duh.”
He chuckled. “Some women like an audience.”
“Oh.” I considered what he’d said earlier about me being innocent. Maybe he wasn’t so far off the mark. “I’m alone.”
“What are you wearing?”
“Jeans. A T-shirt.”
“Take off the jeans. Leave on your panties.”
“I—”
“No,” he said. “You don’t argue. You simply do or hang up.”
I felt my mouth curve up in pleasure as I kicked off my sandals, then shimmied out of my jeans. “All right,” I said.