The Insiders (The Insiders Trilogy #1) - Tijan Page 0,80
talk to you.”
He growled, his head jerking back down. “Not now.”
“But—Kash!”
We were inside. The staff member guided us to a back sitting room. A bar was in a corner. Couches. Chairs. A television on one wall. Shades were closed, with light shining underneath, and we could hear people on the other side. Someone knocked against the window. That was behind the shades. Laughter pealed out from the other side.
“This is the best we could do under the circumstances.” She motioned to the shades. “Those are patio doors, but we locked them and they’re covered. As long as you’re relatively quiet, they won’t know you’re in here.” She hesitated, her hair coming out from her bun, giving her a harried look. “Would you…” She turned. There was no one at the bar. “Would you like a staff member to come in?”
“No.” Kash’s hand fell from my nape, but touched the small of my back. “Thank you.”
She nodded toward a phone on the wall. “Just pick it up if you need something.”
Kash waited until she was gone before he turned to his guards. “Where is he?”
One guard started for the door. “I’ll take you to him.”
I started to go with, but Kash’s hand rested on my stomach. “Stay. You’ll be safe.”
All the same questions that I’d had for the last month and a half were still in my head, but I nodded to him. He and the guard left, and it took only five minutes before he was back. Alone. The storm was in him again, but it had upped to a hurricane. An angry hurricane.
Kash looked capable of murder.
He blew into the room, coming right to me. His hand wrapped around the back of my elbow. “Let’s go.”
I didn’t ask where Matt was. I didn’t have time.
Kash was walking me back out into the hallway. The guards were in front of us and behind us. We could hear yelling as we went through the back, the kitchen, to a back door, and we were out. Kash’s car was there. He guided me around to the front, opened the door for me, a hand to my back as I got in. Then he was moving around to get behind the driver’s side. An SUV was in front of us and one was behind us. The guards piled in both.
I waited until we pulled away from the lodge. “Where’s Matt?”
“He left,” Kash growled, slamming on the brakes as some people darted out from the side of the lodge. Laying on the horn, he turned the wheel to ease around them. Staff from the lodge ran outside to try to barricade the people back.
This was insane. They were acting like Kash was royalty, and he’d been in hiding for years.
I couldn’t even process all of that, so I fixated on what I could. “What do you mean Matt left?”
He left me?
The SUV in front of us began to pick up the pace. Then we had to pause as we pulled out and onto the road. Once there, Kash was done waiting. There was a pocket of space where he could pass, so he punched it forward and zipped around the front SUV. We really were off after that. We couldn’t get away fast enough, and he was up to fifty, sixty, seventy. The road widened further and Kash really let it go. We were past eighty in the next three minutes.
“He left you to go fuck someone.”
“He told me he was going to the lodge.”
“No.” Kash was so cold. “He told you that to keep you there, feeling all fine. Thought you’d be safe at the loft. The little fuck took off somewhere else.”
“He left with the bartender girl?”
Kash spared me a quick look, his top lip sneering. “No bartender. Unless he took her with him. No. Matt’s fucking a married woman. He went to her house. You were his alibi if he got caught.”
It was as if Matt was here, picked up a paddle, and slammed it against my face.
“What?” No. That couldn’t be.
“Believe it,” he clipped out. “I’m going to hurt him.”
I felt like I’d just ingested a full piece of tree bark. “Was it all a lie? The lunch? Victoria?”
Kash didn’t reply right away. He looked through the corner of his eye, his lip flattening. “I don’t know. The lunch was probably a truth he twisted. Matt has an ability to do that.”
My head was pounding, but I fell silent the rest of the way.