In A Holidaze - Christina Lauren Page 0,86
it, but the words feel tired and dusty in my throat. What comes out surprises me: “You wanted to get me alone in the spot where we first kissed so you could admit that I was right all along.”
Andrew bends and presses his lips to mine once, gently. “You were right all along, Maisie.”
I know he’s talking about us, and what I said in the Boathouse, but the smell of peppermint lingers on his breath. “I know I was: peppermint kisses are delicious.”
He laughs, exhaling a warm puff of air across my neck. “Did you know that they are in fact called ‘Hershey’s Kisses Candy Cane Mint Candies,’ and they’re ‘white creme and the refreshing crunch of peppermint’?” He kisses my throat. “Which means, of course, they aren’t technically white chocolate. I don’t have to shame you for loving them anymore.”
“Wow, thank you.”
His smile straightens. “You bolted out of the Boathouse so fast, I didn’t get a chance to say anything.”
“I felt like you needed space.”
“I wish I could come up with the words faster,” he admits. “I’m just not built that way.”
“But if you came up with words faster,” I say, “then you wouldn’t be able to grand-gesture in your favorite kind of space: a closet.”
“With your favorite thing: terrible candy.”
“Don’t be coy, Andrew Polley Hollis, you know you’re my favorite thing.”
His playful smile dissolves and his expression goes slack in relief as we drop the game. Andrew cups my face and plants a lingering kiss on my mouth. It deepens, and he pulls me closer, exhaling a quiet moan when his tongue touches mine. “Can I say it now?” he asks, pulling back a few inches.
“Say what?”
“That I love you?”
My ears pop subtly, like a door has closed, sealing out the wind. Andrew’s attention fixes on my cheek-splitting smile. “I love you, too.”
He twirls a strand of my hair around his finger. “And you don’t have to be back in California tomorrow?”
“I do not. I’m on a collision course with adventure and ready for anything.”
“This is good news.”
“Yeah, no kidding. The last thing I want to do is get on a plane.”
He laughs. “I just so happen to have a truck, and Denver is only eight hours away. Maybe we could take a little road trip.”
I stretch to meet him just as he bends to kiss me, and the relief is so powerful it feels like a rave in my bloodstream. Step one in taking charge of my adult life: I’m sleeping in the Boathouse with Andrew tonight. And every night, if I have my way. Electricity? Running water? Overrated.
He hums in happiness, slowly pulling away after a string of kisses that feel like sugared raindrops. It takes him a beat to open his eyes, and I swear, with that small sign that he’s in deep, too, I fall in love with him all over again.
“Guess I’m glad we got our first fight out of the way.”
I pull back in alarm. “That was our first fight?”
He looks similarly taken aback. “Did you think it was the end?”
“Uh, yeah? You basically said you didn’t know me at all.” I laugh incredulously, watching his eyes fill with a smile that slowly breaks and takes over his entire face. “What? Why are you laughing at me?”
“Because you’re right, I guess, but you gave up pretty easily after thirteen years.”
I shove him playfully, but he can’t go very far. “What was I supposed to think?”
“You’ve known me for twenty-six years! One day is a drop in the bucket.”
“We were only together for thirty-six hours! A day is, like, two-thirds of our romance.”
He laughs delightedly at this, and then the moment stills, and Andrew watches me with amused fondness. I start to fidget, defensiveness crawling up my neck.
“My parents don’t fight,” I remind him. “They nag, and are passive-aggressive, and after the one big fight they had, Dad moved out.”
“Okay, well, you’re going to learn how to manage conflict because smart people like us in relationships don’t agree with each other all the time. It’s science.”
“Is that what this is?” I ask, grinning. “A relationship?”
He is a meltingly sweet combination of amused and nervous. “I hope so?”
“Thirteen-to-twenty-six-year-old Mae is doing the Running Man in here right now.” I tap my temple.
His answering laugh slowly straightens. “So . . . are we . . . ?”
“That depends.” Pushing the words out feels like swallowing glass because it’s the real moment of truth. “Do you believe me?”
“About the wish?”
It’s been at once the most clarifying