shut me up.” She grinned, then ran her tongue over the edge of her teeth. Which he had never seen her do before. He had no idea what it even meant, but the sight of that smiling mouth and that curling tongue and the gleam in her dark gaze…
He was standing in front of her, shopping abandoned, before his brain fully grasped that his body was moving.
She looked at him, her smile nowhere to be found. Now her laughing eyes were wide, her lips slightly parted, and he could see the soft, pink inside of her mouth beyond the armour of her lipstick. He wanted to taste that mouth.
But he wouldn’t. He shouldn’t. He couldn’t. It was just kind of unbelievable how much he needed to. How he felt fucking desperate to, as if he’d give anything to kiss her, including his damn principles.
It’s not about you. It’s about her. And even though she smiles for you, and laughs with you, and whispers in the dark with you, that doesn’t mean she feels anything like the shit you feel. So back away. Now.
He stepped back.
“Nate,” she whispered.
Another step.
“Nate, you—”
“Let me know,” he said casually—as if he hadn’t just stood there staring at her mouth—“if I can help you with anything else.”
She stared for a moment, the slow rise of her chest visible as she dragged in a breath. Then she said, “Like what?”
He cleared his throat. “Like dusting places you can’t reach. I feel bad about you risking your neck to clean the house.”
She nodded slowly. And then the tension in her body dissolved, the heat in her gaze fading, until he could almost forget the last thirty seconds had even happened.
Almost.
“Don’t be ridiculous,” she said, refolding a tea towel that looked perfectly fine to his mortal gaze. “I barely do anything. I’m beginning to feel as if I’m swindling you.”
“You do plenty,” he said. “You get the kids from school. You scrub my house to within an inch of its life. You cook, and you got us a…” He grimaced. “A family calendar. Seriously, you have no idea how much peace of mind it gives me to know that you’re here. That if there’s any kind of emergency, I won’t be caught between looking after the kids and looking after Ma.” He rubbed his eyes, suddenly tired. He still wasn’t sleeping well. And he couldn’t stop reading medical articles, even though they made his head throb like a motherfucker.
Something just wasn’t sitting right with him.
Hannah distracted him from that familiar tangent when she said, “I meant to ask you, actually, about the boxes in the dining room. I wanted to unpack, but I don’t want to go through private things—”
“Nothing’s private,” he said. Which was true. He’d had a single box of items that might be labelled private, and that had long since been unpacked in his room—but he had the oddest feeling that he wouldn’t mind Hannah seeing any of it anyway. “It’s just shit we don’t necessarily need, so I didn’t get around to it yet. I’ve been lazy. I’ll do it.”
She gave him a wry look. “Lazy is not the word I would use to describe you.”
“Maybe you don’t really know me,” he winked.
She didn’t smile back. Instead, her eyes sliced him open and examined him from the inside out. She opened her mouth to say something that he knew, instinctively, would ruin him.
So he was relieved when his phone rang, interrupting her.
But he wasn’t relieved for long.
10
“My body is not my enemy. My body is me.”
- Hannah Kabbah, The Kabbah Code
Waiting rooms were the ninth circle of hell. Especially when you were sitting in the Respiratory Department with your mother, trying to wipe your sweaty palms against your jeans while she flicked serenely through a magazine.
They need me to come in, she’d said. They have something to tell me, she’d said. And then, her calm voice wavering just a little: Apparently, it’s urgent.
And that was all they’d said. Urgent. No details, no explanations, no reassurances.
It was a good thing, Nate decided, that they were at a hospital right now. Because he could feel himself creeping closer to a fucking heart attack with every passing second.
Nate had been telling himself for a while now that his mother was going to die. Not because he believed it; he didn’t. But when Ellie had died so suddenly, it had felt like the moment a brawl turns bad, when you’re drowning in kicks and punches from every direction. Like,
Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 1 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 2 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 3 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 4 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 5 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 6 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 7 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 8 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 9 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 10 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 11 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 12 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 13 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 14 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 15 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 16 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 17 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 18 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 19 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 20 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 21 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 22 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 23 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 24 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 25 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 26 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 27 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 28 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 29 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 30 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 31 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 32 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 33 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 34 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 35 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 36 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 37 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 38 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 39 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 40 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 41 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 42 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 43 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 44 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 45 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 46 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 47 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 48 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 49 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 50 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 51 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 52 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 53 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 54 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 55 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 56 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 57 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 58 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 59 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 60 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 61 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 62 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 63 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 64 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 65 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 66 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 67 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 68 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 69 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 70 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 71 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 72 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 73 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 74 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 75 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 76 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 77 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 78 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 79 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 80 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 81 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 82 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 83 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 84 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 85 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 86 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 87 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 88 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 89 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 90 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 91 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 92 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 93 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 94 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 95 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 96 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 97 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 98 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 99 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 100 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 101 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 102 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 103 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 104 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 105 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 106 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 107 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 108 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 109 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 110 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 111 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 112 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 113 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 114 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 115 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 116 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 117 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 118 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 119 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 120 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 121 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 122 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 123 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 124 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 125 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 126 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 127 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 128 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 129 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 130 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 131 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 132 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 133 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 134 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 135 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 136 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 137 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 138 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 139 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 140 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 141 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 142 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 143 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 144 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 145 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 146 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 147 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 148 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 149 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 150 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 151 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 152 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 153 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 154 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 155 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 156 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 157 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 158 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 159 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 160 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 161 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 162 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 163 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 164 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 165 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 166 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 167 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 168 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 169 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 170 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 171 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 172 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 173 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 174 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 175 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 176 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 177 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 178 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 179 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 180 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 181 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 182 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 183 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 184 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 185 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 186 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 187 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 188 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 189 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 190 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 191 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 192 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 193 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 194 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 195 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 196 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 197 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 198 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 199 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 200 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 201 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 202 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 203 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 204 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 205 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 206 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 207 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 208 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 209 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 210 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 211 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 212 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 213 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 214 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 215 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 216 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 217 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 218 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 219 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 220 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 221 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 222 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 223 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 224 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 225 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 226 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 227 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 228 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 229 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 230 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 231 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 232 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 233 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 234 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 235 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 236 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 237 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 238 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 239 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 240 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 241 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 242 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 243 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 244 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 245 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 246 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 247 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 248 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 249 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 250 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 251 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 252 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 253 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 254 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 255 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 256 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 257 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 258 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 259 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 260 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 261 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 262 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 263 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 264 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 265 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 266 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 267 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 268 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 269 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 270 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 271 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 272 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 273 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 274 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 275 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 276 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 277 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 278 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 279 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 280 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 281 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 282 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 283 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 284 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 285 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 286 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 287 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 288 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 289 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 290 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 291 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 292 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 293 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 294 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 295 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 296 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 297 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 298 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 299 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 300 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 301 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 302 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 303 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 304 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 305 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 306 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 307 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 308 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 309 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 310 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 311 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 312 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 313 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 314 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 315 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 316 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 317 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 318 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 319 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 320 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 321 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 322 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 323 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 324 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 325 Hold Me Close - Talia Hibbert - Page 326