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the look of hate and rage on his face was terrible to behold.
"Calvin, stop it!" cried Margaret. "It was an accident! They caught you in a snare but they had no idea it was you, and when they realized your powers they had no choice but to keep you confined for fear of whatever vengeance you might take."
Calvin regarded her in silence for a moment, then turned back to the circle he had been in. He yanked all the charms from the ceiling until the circle didn't exist anymore. Gullah Joe's weeping was the only sound they could hear. But when Calvin walked over to the lesser circle and began pulling down those charms too, Joe began to shout at him. "Leave that alone! I begging you! You turn them loose like that, some of names never find they way home to they body!"
Calvin paid no attention to him. He tore the charms from the ceiling and then opened the new net, this time by hand, scattering the namestrings all over the attic floor.
"Don't hurt them," Gullah Joe pleaded, weeping. "Stop him, Denmark!"
But Denmark was sitting on the floor, weeping.
"Tear up the name-strings," cried Fishy. "Give the slaves back their anger!"
Calvin looked over at Fishy and smiled nastily. "What good does anger do for anybody?"
Then, savagely, furiously, with the power of his mind alone he unmade all the knotted strings until they lay in tatters. They all watched the seething pile of name-strings as bits of this and that flew upward from the untangling mass. And then all lay still, the bits and pieces commingled.
Now that the deed was done, Gullah Joe stopped remonstrating with Calvin. He looked up toward the invisible sky beyond the ceiling that crouched overhead. "Go home to you body, you! All you name go home!" Then he sank to his knees, weeping.
"What are you crying for," demanded Calvin. He looked at Denmark, too, who was only just beginning to dry his eyes.
"You too strong a wind for me," said Gullah Joe. "Oh, my people, my people, go home!"
Calvin lurched toward him a couple of steps, then fell to the floor. "I'm dying, Margaret," he said. "My body's too far gone."
"He be dying, that save me the trouble of killing him," said Denmark. "All we done for our people, he just undid it all."
"No!" cried Fishy. "He be setting us free! All our rage tied up in that net, that be the bad jail of all. We be slaves then, right down to the heart. Give up ourself so we can hide? From what? The worst thing already happen, when we give you our name-string."
Margaret knelt beside Calvin's body. "You have to heal yourself," she kept murmuring to him.
"I don't know where to start," Calvin whispered. "I'm filled with corruption clear through."
"Alvin!" cried Margaret desperately. "Alvin, look! Look at me! See what's happening here!" She rose to her feet and began forming letters in the air. H-E-L-P. C-A-L-V-I-N. H-E-A-L H-I-M! "Look at me and save his life, if you want him to live!"
"What you do in the air, you?" asked Fishy. "What you waving at?"
"My husband," said Margaret. "He doesn't see me." She turned to Gullah Joe. "Is there something you can do to help all those lost names return home?"
"Yes," said Joe.
"Then take your friend Denmark and go do it."
"What are you going to do" asked Denmark sullenly.
"I'm going to try to get my husband to heal his brother. And if he can't, then I'm going to hold Calvin's hand while he lies dying."
Calvin let out a deep moan of despair. "I ain't ready to die!" he said.
"Ready or not, you'll have to do it sometime," Margaret reminded him. "Heal yourself, as best you can," she told him. "You're supposed to be a Maker, aren't you?"
Calvin laughed. Weak and bitter, the sound of that laughter. "I spend my whole life trying to get out from under Alvin. Now the one time I need him, it's the only time he isn't right there under foot."
In the ensuing silence, Gullah Joe's voice came, soft and low. "They do it, them," he said. "They finding the way back."
"Then you'd better go out into the street and spread the word through the city," said Margaret. "They're filled with rage long pent up. You have to keep them from rising up in a fruitless rebellion as soon as all their strong passions come back." They did nothing. "Go!" she shouted. "I'll take care of Calvin here."
Gullah Joe and Denmark staggered