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report of your loved one." She smiled. "God bless you."
Balzac took Calvin's hand. "It does me no good to speak to him. Tell him I did my best but I must to go home."
"I will tell him that you remain his true friend."
"Do not go too far in this!" said Balzac in mock horror. "I do not wish him to visit me."
Margaret shrugged. "If he does, you'll deal with him."
Balzac bowed over her hand and kissed it. Then he took off at a jaunty pace along the sidewalk.
Margaret turned to Calvin. She could see that he was pale, his skin white and patchy-looking. He stank. "This won't do," she said. "It's time to find where they've put you."
She led the docile shell of a man into the boardinghouse. She toyed with the idea of leaving him in the public room, but imagined what would happen if he started breaking wind or worse. So she led him up the stairs. He climbed them readily enough, but with each step she had to pull him on to the next, or he'd just stand there. The idea of completing the whole flight of stairs in one sweep was more than his distracted attention could deal with.
Fishy was in the hall when Margaret reached her floor. Margaret was gratified to see that as soon as Fishy recognized who it was, she shed the bowed posture of slavery and looked her full in the eye. "Ma'am, you can't bring no gentleman to this floor."
Margaret calmly unlocked her door and pushed Calvin inside as she answered. "I can assure you, he's not a gentleman."
Moments later, Fishy slipped into the room and closed the door behind her. "Ma'am, it's a scandal. She throw you out." Only then did she look at Calvin. "What's wrong with this one?"
"Fishy, I need your help. To bring this man back to himself." As briefly as she could, she told Fishy what had happened with Calvin.
"He the one send my name back to me?"
"I'm sure he didn't realize what he was doing. He's frightened and desperate."
"I don't know if I be hating him," said Fishy. "I hurt all the time now. But I know I be hurting."
"You're a whole woman now," said Margaret. "That makes you free, even in your slavery."
"This one, he gots the power to put all the names back?"
"I don't know."
"The Black man who take the names, I don't know his name. Be maybe I know his face, iffen I see him."
"And you have no idea where they take the names?"
"Nobody know. Nobody wants to. Can't tell what you don't know."
"Will you help me find him? From what Balzac said, he lurks by the docks."
"Oh, it be easy a-find him. But how you going a-stop him from killing you and me and the White man, all three?"
"Do you think he would?"
"A White woman and a White man who know that he gots the names? He going a-think I be the one a-tell you." She drew a finger across her throat. "My neck, he cut that. Stab you in the heart. Tear him open by the belly. That's what happen to the ones who tell."
"Fishy, I can't explain it to you, but I can assure you of this - we will not be taken by surprise."
"I druther be surprise iffen he kill us," said Fishy. She mimed slitting her own throat again. "Let him sneak up behind."
"He won't kill us at all. We'll stand at a distance."
"What good that going a-do us?"
"There's much I can learn about a man from a distance, once I know who he is."
"I still gots a room to finish cleaning."
"I'll help you," said Margaret.
Fishy almost laughed out loud. "You the strangest White lady."
"Oh, I suppose that would cause comment."
"You just set here," said Fishy. "I be back soon. Then I be on your half-day. They have to let me go out with you."
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Denmark spent a fruitless morning asking around about a White man who suddenly went empty. He'd knock on a door, pretending to be asking for work for a non-existent White master - just so the slave who talked to him had a story to tell when somebody asked them who was at the door. The slaves all knew who Denmark was, of course - nobody was more famous among the Blacks of Camelot than the taker of names. Unless it was Gullah Joe, the bird man who flew out to the slaveships. So there wasn't a soul who