Heart Bones - Colleen Hoover Page 0,50
railing. I press my hand to my chest and blow out a calming breath.
“What are you doing here?”
“Waiting for you,” he says casually.
“How did you even get over here?”
“I jumped.” He holds up his arm, showing me his elbow. It’s smeared with blood. “It was farther than it looked from my railing, but I made it.”
“Are you insane?”
He shrugs. “I wouldn’t have fallen very far if I didn’t make it. I would have just landed on the balcony roof below us.”
That’s true. He wouldn’t have fallen to the ground because of the way this house sits, but still. There’s about three feet with nothing below him when he’s in the air between houses.
I sit down next to him. The seat is meant for two, but it’s still small, so our sides touch. I think that was his goal, though, or he would have chosen any of the single chairs on the balcony.
I lean my head against the back of the chair. I end up somehow leaning even more into him than I had intended, and my head is now resting against his upper arm, but it doesn’t feel unnatural.
We’re both staring out over the water at the small sliver of sun peeking up at the world.
We spend the next several minutes in silence, watching the sunrise together. I have to say, it feels better watching it with Samson on my balcony than when he’s on his own.
Samson rests his chin on top of my head. It’s a tiny move, but even that slight and silent display of affection feels like an explosion somehow. I don’t know how everything inside of me can feel so loud while this part of the world is still asleep.
The sun is three quarters of the way visible now. The bottom half still looks like it’s dipped in the sea.
“I need to leave; I’m helping a guy repair a dune crossing on the island. We want to get it done before it gets too hot. What are your plans?”
“I’ll probably go back to bed and sleep until noon. I think Sara wants to go to the beach after that.”
He moves his arm from the back of the chair. My eyes crawl up his body as he stands. Before he leaves, he looks down at me and says, “Did you tell Sara we kissed?”
“No. Is it something we’re trying to hide from them?”
“No,” he says. “I was just curious if you told her. Didn’t know if Marcos was going to bring it up today. I wanted our stories to align.”
“I didn’t tell her.”
He nods and heads toward the railing, but then turns back again. “I don’t care if you tell her. That’s not why I asked.”
“Stop worrying about my feelings, Samson.”
He pushes the hair back from his forehead. “I can’t help it.” He walks backward, slowly.
“What are you doing? Are you about to jump again?”
“It’s not that far. I’ll make it.”
I roll my eyes. “Everyone is still asleep. Just go downstairs and use the front door before you break your arm.”
He looks at the blood covering his elbow. “Yeah, maybe I should.”
I stand up and walk into my bedroom with him. We’re heading for the door when he pauses and looks at the picture of Mother Teresa on my dresser.
“Are you Catholic?” he asks.
“No. Just oddly sentimental.”
“I wouldn’t have taken you for sentimental.”
“That’s why I prefaced it with oddly.”
He laughs and follows me out the door. When we make it to the bottom of the stairs, we both pause.
My father is standing in the kitchen in front of a coffee pot. He drags his eyes to the stairwell and sees me standing here with Samson. I suddenly feel like a child who has been caught in a lie. I’ve never really had to deal with parental punishment before. My mother didn’t pay enough attention to me to care, so I don’t know what’s about to happen. I’m a little nervous, considering my father does not look pleased. He looks past me, at Samson.
“Yeah, this isn’t okay,” my father says.
Samson steps in front of me and holds up his hands in defense. “I didn’t stay the night. Please don’t punch me again.”
My father looks at me for an explanation.
“He just got here fifteen minutes ago. We watched the sunrise on the balcony together.”
My father focuses his attention on Samson now. “I’ve been in this kitchen for a lot longer than fifteen minutes. If you just got here fifteen minutes ago, how did you get in?”
Samson scratches the back