Heart Bones - Colleen Hoover Page 0,23
something familiar. “Hey.”
“Beyah? Holy shit, I’ve been worried sick. I heard what happened, I’m so sorry.” Her voice is so loud. I try to figure out how to take the phone off speaker, but the screen is just numbers. I look around, but no one is near us, so I just muffle the phone with my hand to keep the call from disturbing anyone in the vicinity.
“Beyah? Hello?”
“I’m here, sorry.”
“Where are you?”
“Texas.”
“Why the hell are you in Texas?”
“My dad moved here. I figured I’d stay with him for the summer. How’s New York?”
“Different,” she says. “In a good way.” There’s a pause before she says, “God, I still can’t believe Janean is dead. You sure you’re okay?”
“Yeah. I had one good cry, but like…I don’t know. Maybe I’m broken.”
“Whatever. She was the worst mother I’ve ever met.”
And that’s why I like Natalie. She says what she means. Not many people are as forthcoming as her.
“What about your dad? Hasn’t it been a while since you’ve seen him? Is it awkward?”
“Yeah. It might even be worse now that I’m an adult. But he lives in a beach house, so that’s a huge plus. He’s married, though. Has a new stepdaughter.”
“Yay for the beach house, but oh no. A stepsister? Is she your age?”
“About a year older. Her name is Sara.”
“She sounds blond and pretty.”
“She is.”
“Do you like her?”
I think about that for a moment. “I’m still not sure what to think of her yet. I feel like she might be a locker room girl.”
“Ugh. Those are the worst. Any cute guys, at least?”
Right when Natalie asks that question, something catches my attention out of the corner of my eye. I turn my head and Samson is walking toward me. He’s staring, like he might have caught the end of my conversation. I clench my jaw. “No. No cute guys. But hey, I gotta go. Save my number.”
“Okay, got you.”
I end the call and grip my phone in my hand. I swear to God, he shows up at all the worst times.
He takes a couple of steps closer until he’s next to me at the railing. He narrows his eyes in my direction, looking at me curiously. “What’s a locker room girl?”
I hate that he heard that. I really do like Sara. I don’t know why I said that to Natalie.
I sigh and then turn, resting my back against the railing. “It’s what I called the mean girls at my school.”
Samson nods, like he’s processing my answer. “You know…when Sara found out you were coming, she moved to the guest room. She wanted you to have the better room.” With that, he pushes off the railing, walks around me and heads back toward the car.
I turn and press my hands against my face and groan.
I have never made an ass out of myself in front of one person so much in my life, and I’ve only known him for half a day.
EIGHT
It’s late by the time we get back and I get all my new stuff put away. These last twenty-four hours have been grueling, to say the least. I’m exhausted. Grief might even be catching up to me. And even though Sara and I shared an entire bag of chocolate donuts, I’m still hungry.
I go to the kitchen and find my father sitting at the table, a laptop in front of him and several books spread out over the table. He glances up when he hears me.
“Hey,” he says, straightening up in his chair.
“Hi.” I point to the pantry. “Just grabbing a snack.” I open the pantry door and grab a bag of chips. When I close it, I fully intend to sneak back up to my room, but my father has other plans.
“Beyah,” he says as soon as I reach the bottom step. “You got a sec?”
I nod reluctantly. I walk over to the table and take the seat across from him. I pull my knee up and try to seem casual. He leans back in his chair and rubs a hand across his jaw like whatever he’s about to say is going to be a little uncomfortable.
Did he hear about my mother? I don’t know that there are any people that connect them other than me, so I don’t know how he’d have found out.
“I’m sorry I didn’t go to your graduation.”
Oh. It’s about him. I stare at him for a moment, then open my bag of chips. I shrug. “It’s fine. Long drive for someone with a broken