The gathering - By Anne Enright Page 0,87
elegant, pointed foot. They were all figures in a play that was happening elsewhere. And here, offstage, was the place to be, with Ada who could not be anyone else, even if she tried, who walked through her life with a perfect civility; quiet, a little harsh sometimes–though she never let on just how harsh she might be. Sitting there, entire in herself, Ada sews. Her past is behind her, her future is of little concern. She moves towards the grave, at her own speed.
And I, caught for a moment by the sight of the cloth in her lap, watch one stitch more, maybe two, before standing up and running out of the room.
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THE RENT BOOKS only start in 1939–which makes me imagine, briefly, that Charlie owned the house once, but lost it to Nugent on a horse. I doubt this could be true, but the after-image still lingers: Charlie out at Leopardstown with Nugent like a crow over him at the rails, with his coat tail lifting in the breeze.
‘There you go,’ says Charlie, desperately insouciant, handing over a last slip of paper to the man who loves his wife better, or at least sharper, than he.
‘On the nose.’
But Nugent did not look like a crow, he looked like an ordinary man, I do remember that, though all I can recall of him absolutely is the peculiar growth in his ear, a perfect little bulb of shiny pink, and the leaning-backness of him in the wing-chair, on a Friday in the good front room.
I bring the girls over to my mother’s one Saturday, as I have taken to doing since Liam died, and I ask her, in an ordinary way, where she lived first, before Broadstone; what house they were in, before they moved to the house I knew.
‘What?’ she says, looking at me like I might be a stranger, after all.
‘When you were little, Mammy. Where did you live when you were little?’
‘Around the corner,’ she says, and is distressed by the fact. ‘I think we lived around the corner.’
The past is not a happy place. And the pain of it belongs to her more than it does to me, I think. Who am I to claim it for my own? My poor mother had twelve children. She could not stop giving birth to the future. Over and over. Twelve futures. More. Maybe she liked having all those babies. Maybe she had more past than most people, to wipe clear.
The letters I found are on blue writing paper, watermarked with the crest of Basildon Bond. There are maybe fifteen of them in all, each signed L. Nugent, or Lambert Nugent, and each more banal than the last. There are gaps and lapses, into which I read anger or desire. I would do that, that is what I do, but they are, at the very least, intriguingly mute.
Dear Mrs Spillane,
I am afraid I can not offer any rebate on the six shillings owing since Easter last. The work you have had done on the hall skirting board was undertaken without any prior, and can not be considered as ‘in lieu’. I will be seeking the full amount when your rental next falls.
Yours sincerely
Lambert Nugent
Dear Mrs Spillane,
Believe me when I say that I have your best interests at heart in the matter of the back garage, which feeds anyway into the back laneway.
Yours sincerely
Lambert Nugent
Dear Mrs Spillane,
You know yourself what I mean. I mean that Christmas meant nothing in the scheme of things, which stand as they have always stood in this matter.
The cistern man will be there on Tuesday and I will pay for him myself.
My best regards to your husband, Mr Spillane.
Yrs
Lambert Nugent
Dear Mrs Spillane,
In the question of seven shillings and sixpence, it may well be your husband will have it after the 5th. I will want it on the day, however.
Yrs L. Nugent
Dear Mrs Spillane,
I can not afford you what you seek in the matter of the tenancy. By sub-letting to Mrs McEvoy, you are in contravention of all agreements in this matter and I am quite entitled, as you will find, to seek an increase or find another tenant, which I am, as you know, very slow to do. I am very much in my rights.
Hoping to continue an arrangement that is suitable to all concerned,
Yrs
Lambert Nugent
Dear Mrs Spillane,
Here is the receipt for the ceiling on the boxroom.
Yrs
LN
Dear Mrs Spillane,
My son tells me that you have had a bit of a scare and I wanted to