"Get him moving," Amara said, quietly. "I'll get the guards to help carry him."
She went downstairs to the two legionares there, returning with them to Gram's bedchamber. She found Harger standing over the old Count, whose face was flushed with unnatural color. Gram dragged in a panting breath
and opened his eyes, squinting at her. He grunted and said, "Harger says my Knights are gone. Just the green troops left."
"Yes," Amara said, her voice tight. "They're on the walls. Pirellus is alive, but wounded, holding the gates alone. We need to get you out there-"
"No," Gram said. "Don't bother. Won't do any good."
"But, sir-"
"Fire," Gram croaked.
"The enemy used the Knight's firepots against them. Made them explode on the walls."
Gram closed his eyes. "Are they all at the gates?"
"No," Amara said. "They're up on the walls again, too. Spread all along them."
"Can't be done," Gram said, sighing. "Even if I wasn't hurt. Even if we had more firepots. Can't call up that much fire, that wide."
"There's got to be something you can do," Amara said, dropping a hand onto his.
"Nothing," Gram whispered. "Can't burn something that wide. Not strong enough."
Amara chewed on her lip. "What about another kind of crafting?"
Gram opened his eyes again. "What?"
"A firecrafting," Amara said. "The Marat can't counter it with anything."
Gram looked from Amara to Harger, then back again. "Fear," he said. Fire.
"I don't know if they're afraid of fire-"
"No," Gram said, his expression weakly irritated. "Get fire. Get a torch. You."
Amara blinked at him. "Me? But I'm no firecrafter."
Gram waved a hand impatiently, cutting her off and fixing her with glittering eyes. "Can't walk. Someone else has to carry. Are you afraid, girl?"
She nodded, tightly, once.
He cackled. "Honest. Good. Get a torch. And get ready to be brave. Braver than you've ever been. Maybe we can do something." Gram broke off, coughing, the sound weak, his face twisting into a grimace of pain.
Amara traded a look with Harger, then nodded to one of the legionares. The man stepped out, returning with a torch a moment later.
"Here, girl," Gram whispered, beckoning with one hand. "Bring it close."
Amara did, kneeling down by the bed and holding the torch out to the wounded Count.
Gram closed his eyes and reached his bare palm into the flame. Amara winced, almost drawing the torch away, but Gram did not stir or flinch, and his flesh remained, it would seem, untouched by the fire.
Amara felt it inside of her first, a panicky little thrill that raced through her belly and thighs, turned her legs watery and uncertain. Her hand started to shake, and she lifted her other to hold the torch steady. Gram let out a slow, quiet sound of pain, and the sensation in her redoubled, mindless and sudden fear, so that she had to fight to keep from bolting from the room. Her heart abruptly raced, pounding frantically, the pain of her wounds seemed to increase, and she suddenly could not get a breath.
"Girl," Gram rasped, opening his eyes again. "Listen to me. Get this out to the front. Out in front of all of the Marat. Get it to where they can see it." He let out a wheezing breath, his eyes closing. "Don't drop it. And don't let the panic take you. Hurry."
Amara nodded, rising to feel her body trembling, weak with fright.
"Steady," Harger said. "Get out there. Hurry. I'm not sure how long he can hold the crafting."
Amara had to stammer twice before she managed to say, "All right." She turned and walked from the chamber, fighting to control her breathing, to keep her paces steady, even. The fear flowed through her like winter ice, cold little chips of it flowing in her blood, making her heart skip painful beats. She could barely keep her thoughts focused on the gates, on carrying the torch without dropping it-though she struggled to remember that if she dropped it, or if she surrendered to the fear and fled, that Gram's efforts would be for nothing.
She felt herself begin to sob as she walked into the courtyard, felt her body begin to weaken with the mind-numbing terror. More than anything, she wanted to turn away from the gate, to flee, to take to the air and leave their savage enemies far behind.
Instead, she kept on, toward the gates, growing weaker, less steady, by the step. Part of the way there, she swayed and fell, and her tears blinded her. But she kept moving forward, crawling on her