“Well, a useless jack, not a hole. We put it back in after the disconnection, to minimize mechanical stress on the surrounding brain tissue.”
“But it’s not hooked up. We couldn’t—”
“Sorry.”
An unshaven nurse came in, slumped with fatigue.
“Señor Class?” I put up a hand. “The patient in 201, she asks for you.”
I started down the corridor. “Don’t stay. She needs sleep.”
“Okay.” Her door was open. There were two other beds in the room, but they were empty. She was wearing a cap of gauze, eyes closed, sheet pulled up to her shoulders. No tubes or wires, which surprised me. A monitor over her bed displayed the jagged stalactites of her heartbeat.
She opened her eyes. “Julian.” She twisted a hand out from under the sheet and grabbed mine. We kissed gently.
“I’m sorry it didn’t work,” she said. “But I’ll never be sorry for trying. Never.”
I couldn’t say anything. I just rubbed her hand between both of mine.
“I think I’m . . . unimpaired. Ask me a question, a science question.”
“Uh . . . what’s Avagadro’s Number?”
“Oh, ask a chemist. It’s the number of molecules in a mole. You want the number of molecules in an armadillo, that’s Armadillo’s Number.”
Well, if she could make bad jokes, she was partway back to normal. “What’s the duration of a delta resonance spike? Pions exciting protons.”
“About ten to the minus twenty-third. Give me a hard one?”
“You say that to all the guys?” She smiled weakly.
“Look, you get some sleep. I’ll be outside.”
“I’ll be all right. You go on back to Houston.”
“No.”
“One day, then. What is it, Tuesday?”
“Wednesday.”
“You have to be back tomorrow night to cover the seminar for me. Senior seminar.”
“We’ll talk in the morning.” There were plenty of people better qualified.
“Promise me?”
“I promise I’ll take care of it.” At least with a phone call. “You get some sleep now.”
Marty and I went down to the machine cantina in the basement. He had a cup of strong Bustelo—stay awake for the 1:30 train—and I had a beer. It turned out to be nonalcoholic, specially brewed for hospitals and schools. I told him about “Armadillo’s Number” and all.
“She seems to be all there.” He tasted his coffee and put another double sugar in it. “Sometimes people lose bits of memory, that they don’t miss for awhile. Of course it’s not all loss.”
“No.” One kiss, one touch. “She has the memory of being jacked for what, three minutes?”
“And there might be something more,” he said cautiously. He took two data strings out of his shirt pocket and set them on the table. “These are complete copies of her records here. I’m not supposed to have them; they cost more than the operation itself.”
“I could help pay—”
“No, it’s grant money. The point is, her operation failed for a reason. Not a lack of skill or care on Spencer’s part, necessarily, but a reason.”
“Something that could be reversed?”
He shook his head and then shrugged. “It’s happened.”
“You mean it could be reinstalled? I’ve never heard of that.”
“Because it’s so rarely done. Usually not worth the risk. They’ll try it if, after the extraction, the patient is still in a vegetative state. It’s a chance to re-establish contact with the world.
“In Blaze’s case it would be too dangerous, at the present state of the art. And it is as much art as science. But it keeps evolving, and maybe someday, if we find out what went wrong . . .” He sipped at his coffee. “Probably won’t happen, not in the next twenty years. Almost all of the research funding is military, and it’s not an area they’re deeply interested in. If a mechanic’s installation fails, they just draft somebody else.”
I tasted the beer again and decided it wasn’t going to improve. “She’s totally disconnected now? If we jacked, she wouldn’t feel anything?”
“You could try it. There’s still a connection with a few minor ganglia. A few neurons here and there—when we replace the metal core of the jack, some of them re-establish contact.”
“Be worth a try.”
“Don’t expect anything. People in her condition can go to a jack shop and rent a really extreme one, like a deathtrip, but all they get is a mild hallucinating buzz; nothing concrete. If they just jack with a person, no go-between, there’s no real effect. Maybe a placebo effect, if they expect something to happen.”