Forever Peace - Joe Haldeman Page 0,2

Give me a buzz, Sara.” She reached up—he was six feet four and Sara was small—and he winced when she turned on the razor.

“Let me see that,” I said. His skin was slightly inflamed on one side of the implant. “Lou, that’s going to be trouble. You should’ve shaved before the warm-up.”

“Maybe. You gotta choose.” Once you were in the cage you were there for nine days. Mechanics with fast-growing hair and sensitive skin, like Sara and Lou, usually shaved once, between warm-up and the shift. “It’s not the first time,” he said. “I’ll get some cream from the medics.”

Bravo platoon got along pretty well. That was partly a matter of chance, since we were selected out of the pool of appropriate draftees by body size and shape, to fit the platoon’s cages and the aptitude profile for H & I. Five of us were survivors of the original draft pick: Candi and Mel as well as Lou, Sara, and me. We’ve been doing this for four years, working ten days on and twenty off. It seems like a lot longer.

Candi is a grief counselor in real life; the rest of us are academics of some stripe. Lou and I are science, Sara is American politics, and Mel is a cook. “Food science,” so called, but a hell of a cook. We get together a few times a year for a banquet at his place in St. Louis.

We went together back to the cage area. “Okay, listen up,” the loudspeaker said. “We have damage on Units One and Seven, so we won’t calibrate the left hand and right leg at this time.”

“So we need the cocksuckers?” Lou asked.

“No, the drains will not be installed. If you can hold it for forty-five minutes.”

“I’ll certainly try, sir.”

“We’ll do the partial calibration and then you’re free for ninety minutes, maybe two hours, while we set up the new hand and leg modules for Julian and Candi’s machines. Then we’ll finish the calibration and hook up the orthotics, and you’re off to the staging area.”

“Be still my heart,” Sara murmured.

We lay down in the cages, working arms and legs into stiff sleeves, and the techs jacked us in. For the calibration we were tuned down to about ten percent of a combat jack, so I didn’t hear actual words from anybody but Lou—a “hello there” that was like a faint shout from a mile away. I focused my mind and shouted back.

The calibration was almost automatic for those of us who’d been doing it for years, but we did have to stop and back up twice for Ralph, a neo who’d joined us two cycles ago when Richard stroked out. It was just a matter of all ten of us squeezing one muscle group at a time, until the red thermometer matched the blue thermometer on the heads-up. But until you’re used to it, you tend to squeeze too hard and overshoot.

After an hour they opened the cage and unjacked us. We could kill ninety minutes in the lounge. It was hardly worth wasting time getting dressed, but we did. It was a gesture. We were about to live in each other’s bodies for nine days, and enough was enough.

Familiarity breeds, as they say. Some mechanics become lovers, and sometimes it works. I tried it with Carolyn, who died three years ago, but we could never bridge the gap between being combat-jacked and being civilians. We tried to work it out with a relator, but the relator had never been jacked, so we might as well have been talking Sanskrit.

I don’t know that it would be “love” with Sara, but it’s academic. She’s not really attracted to me, and of course can’t hide her feelings, or lack of same. In a physical way we’re closer than any civilian pair could be, since in full combat jack we are this one creature with twenty arms and legs, with ten brains, with five vaginas and five penises.

Some people call the feeling godlike, and I think there have been gods who were constructed along similar lines. The one I grew up with was an old white-bearded Caucasian gent without even one vagina.

We’d already studied the order of battle, of course, and our specific orders for the nine days. We were going to continue in Scoville’s area, but doing H & I, making things difficult in the cloud forest of Costa Rica. It was not a particularly dangerous assignment, but it was distasteful, like bullying, since the rebels

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