A Filthy Friend (Filthy Line #5) - Jaxson Kidman Page 0,64
it.
She’d be taken care of for the night and then left to get the fuck home on her own by morning.
I saw the door handle gently move and I grinned.
This woman was the most important woman in my life at the moment. She was going to begin the process to get rid of Bree from my recent memory.
She wasn’t going to be the last though.
The door opened.
It wasn’t the nameless woman.
It was Liv.
I laughed.
Liv shut the door behind her.
I put the whiskey bottle down and leaned back.
“I’m good if you are,” I said.
“What?” Liv asked.
“We don’t have to tell Nash about this, babe.”
“Excuse me?”
“I’m here to fuck someone,” I said. “I found a beauty in the front row, but you’re here instead. You’re prettier than her anyway. Wait a second… did you send her to Nash? And you’re coming to me? Are we doing that now? Swapping within the band?”
“That’s exactly why I’m here, Sab,” Liv said.
She strutted toward the couch.
She moved right to me.
I slowly put my head back as she began to lean over the couch.
In reality, I needed to get Nash’s permission for this.
But…
“You really think I’m here to fuck you?” Liv whispered.
“Why else would you be here?” I asked.
“To do this…”
Liv slapped me across the face.
That woke my ass up.
“Are you fucking kidding me, Sab?”
“What?” I asked as I rubbed my cheek.
“Who the fuck do you think you are? That I would just come in here and…” She shook her head.
“Where’s the one I picked out?” I asked.
“Going home, Sab.”
“Are you serious?”
“Yes,” Liv said. “You’re not fucking some random woman from the audience.”
“Says who?”
“Says me,” Liv said.
She lifted her hand again.
I curled my lip.
“Don’t,” I said.
“Then stop being an asshole. What do you think you’re going to do? Are you going to sleep with anyone with a pulse to chase away Bree?”
“Exactly.”
“That’s not going to work.”
“I had extras too,” I said.
Liv looked at the table. She shook her head. “Great. So you could end up like Mitchy. I never knew the guy but I knew what he did to all of you. And I saw what his death did to you, Sab.”
“Oh, you’re so caring,” I said. “Observant. Wow. No wonder Nash loves you.”
“Don’t be a dick to me,” she said. “I’m trying to help you.”
“I didn’t ask for help.”
“But you need it,” she said. “You fucked up, Sab. I know you know Bree more than I do or ever will, but you fucked up. And you think you did something right. In your heart, you did. In reality, you didn’t.”
“She’s gone. It’s fine.”
“That’s it?” Liv asked.
“That’s it, babe,” I said. “It’s that simple for me. I’m not all emotional like Nash. Let me ask you something… does he cry when he comes?”
Liv laughed. “You think I’m going to buy into this rock star bullshit attitude? You love her. She loves you. You messed up. You have a chance to make it right.”
“How?”
“Go to her,” Liv said. “You’re being an idiot. You left her to become famous. She left you to get that sting out of her heart. Now go fucking get her.”
The door opened and Nash looked surprised to see Liv in my room.
“Hey, Nash,” I said. “Liv is trying to fuck me.”
Nash laughed. “In your dreams, Sab.”
Nash came into the room… and so did the rest of the band.
I rolled my eyes.
How did I go from picking out a woman to sleep with to this?
“What the fuck is this shit?” Jay asked as he kicked the table.
“Nothing,” I said.
“You touch that shit and you’re out of the band,” Reed said.
I stood up. “Fuck you, Reed. I’ll do whatever the fuck I want.”
“Take it easy, Sab,” Liv said to me. “We’re trying to help you.”
“I don’t need help,” I said. “I need that blonde beauty in here, right now, on her knees, choking on my cock.”
“That’s lyrical,” Dex said. “Let’s turn that into a song.”
I looked at Dex. “We can call it What Candice Wants to Do to Sab…”
Dex jumped over the table at me.
We were tangled up for a split second before Jay and Nash peeled us apart.
I walked to the other side of the room and looked in the mirror at everyone looking at me.
“Of course I love her,” I said. “I’ve always loved her. But I knew where I was going. I wasn’t going to stay in that town and get stuck there. I knew she’d never leave either. Somewhere in my heart I thought once I was rich and famous it