Exposure - Kelly Moran Page 0,96
tell me to stop if it's too much."
She nodded.
Using his other hand, he swirled a finger around her clit and then used the little button to turn on the vibrator.
Her eyes widened in surprise before they hazed with lust. The flush on her cheeks spread to her throat and chest as she undulated against the pulsing.
While she was in the throes, he pressed the crown of his cock inside her body until the head disappeared. He wanted to close his eyes at the tight, hot sensation, but he needed to watch her for signs of pain. After a moment, assured she was fine, he pushed a little deeper until she'd taken half his shaft. He paused, letting her adjust, shaking with the restraint.
Her eyes closed hard as her head flew back, exposing the column of her throat. Her mouth open, she rasped in air. She slowly rocked her hips with shallow ministrations, as if seeking more. "I'm okay, Noah."
Nodding, he eased further. A bead of sweat broke out on his forehead and dropped onto her belly. His chest hurt with his held breath. When he was almost rooted inside, her body offered resistance and he stopped.
"Reach up and fondle your breasts, baby."
She did, palming them in her hands and kneading the flesh. While she increased the pressure and pinched her nipples, he used his thumb to circle her clit and bring her pleasure with the discomfort. After seconds, her walls clenched around his shaft and she started rocking her hips anew.
"Just a little more, baby. Can you take it?"
"Yes," she moaned, swirling the peaks of her breasts with faster strokes.
Slowly, he slid home and ground his teeth against the urge to thrust hard. So tight and hot. It was different than being inside the soft, giving flesh of her wet heat. Like a band of compression, firm and searing. Not unpleasant in the least, just different.
Needing to touch more of her, to feel her petal-like skin against his, he leaned forward and kissed her. She moaned into his mouth and jerked her hips, causing him to shift inside her channel. He realized his pelvis was nudging the vibrator and pulled away to look down at her.
"You okay, baby?" He forced himself not to move. By his guestimation, using the vibrator to stimulate pleasure would ease the initial uncomfortable stretching and burning until her body grew accustomed.
Slowly, her eyes opened to reveal??ooded lust. "It hurts a little, but it's good, too. You were right. I'm so??ull."
His chest ached as he cupped her cheek. He kissed her again and withdrew from her body a fraction to come back in a shallow thrust. When her moans and parted lips told him she enjoyed that, he put his weight on his hands on either side of her shoulders and offered another thrust. The position allowed him to brush her clit and bump the vibrator all in one move.
The thin membrane separating her walls was so slight he could feel the pulsing of the vibrator with every glide. His balls tightened, drawing up. Pressure in his lower back spread, and he knew he wouldn't last much longer. Just as he was about to warn her, beg her to come, her inner muscles squeezed, clamping around his aching shaft.
"Noah?? A cry wrenched from her throat. "I'm coming." She grasped his shoulders and trembled under him, hips bucking and breath seizing.
He gave her two more gentle thrusts before he stilled, dropping his forehead to her collarbone and roaring through jet after jet of his release.
Breathing heavy, he withdrew as gently as possible, removed the vibrator, and fell on top of her. He wrapped his arms around her and rolled them to the side, cradling her to him.
She curled into him, like she always did afterward, but he sensed no difference in her. He suspected all along he'd actually see the change, feel the exact moment she cracked and realized she loved him, too.
Tonight was not that night.
Every time they came together he lost more of his soul to her. She was perfection, beautiful inside and out, and the only woman he ever desired an eternity with. But if he didn't tip her emotions in his favor, if he couldn't get her to feel the same way after everything they'd done, then one day she was going to shut down for good. And his heart would stop.
The pleasure cooled and reality slammed in. Maybe she'd been right when he'd first proposed the idea of more and outed himself