Exposed Exposed (Dom Nation #1) - E. Davies Page 0,51
words, and I wanted to curl my next words around myself like a wounded animal. It was the same feeling as walking into Dom Nation wearing just the harness and tiny shorts, vulnerable and exposed.
I pressed my face into Rex’s smooth, bare thighs and clutched around the back of his knees. And he held me, his delicate palms still against my head and shoulder. He didn’t stroke away the pain in my words—he just held me, secure and unmoving. Yet even without rubbing or touching, his presence enveloped me, folding me into him.
Rex’s voice broke through my dizzy trance. “You’re safe with me,” Rex whispered, and I heard an ironclad promise in his words. “Always. I may break you, use you, hurt you—”
Oh, God, yes! A tide of desire flooded me again, and my cock throbbed at the fleeting fantasies that roared through my soul.
“—but I’ll always listen to your needs. Your safeword. Which is…?”
Fuck. I pouted, pressing my face into his thighs a little harder like I could bury myself away from him and refuse to answer.
Rex’s tone was sharp. “You’re expected to have one, boy. And to answer when you’re addressed.”
Shit. My heart thudded, and I finally pulled away from his thighs, though it made me tremble. I didn’t want to anger him. “I…” My voice trailed off, unsure. I’d never chosen one with Isaac. Surely he guessed that.
But, as always, Rex was nothing like that man. He was taking care of me. And I was somehow reluctant to be taken care of so deeply, but I sensed that Rex wouldn’t let me get away with that.
Fine. I’d give him a word. But I’d be damned if I’d use it.
“Pineapple,” I mumbled at last, my eyes flicking up to meet his expectant gaze.
Rex smiled, and the anxious flutter of my nerves calmed. “Good boy,” he praised softly. “You’ve earned a reward.”
I rocked back onto my heels, my lips parting as I frowned up at him in confusion. Had I? How?
More importantly, hadn’t he heard me say that I didn’t want to be rewarded, but punished?
But I shouldn’t have worried. Rex’s sly smile made the prickle of reality fade away again, letting me sink into the fuzzy embrace of this place in my head. Was it subspace? I only knew what it felt like because I knew when I wasn’t in it—or when something threatened to pull me out of it.
And right now, I couldn’t quite think straight, in the best way.
He didn’t say a word. My heart thumped, faster and faster, electricity crackling through me as I waited for the word. Or better still, for Rex to move.
I fucking loved being out of control, careening blindly toward a hairpin turn I’d never see in the darkness. And Rex was at the wheel right now. I was helpless. All I could do was cling to this ride for as long as it lasted.
Oh! I sucked in a quick breath, realizing all of a sudden that Rex was waiting. Waiting for me to tell him what I wanted my reward to be. Of course, there was the risk that he’d deny me, and I’d love that just as much.
Not my job to worry about that, I reminded myself. Rex was in charge here. All I had to do was be honest about what I needed.
“Can I suck your cock, sir?” I whispered. “Please, Daddy?”
Caught up in waiting to be denied, I didn’t expect Rex’s answer to be so simple. “Yes.”
I gasped. Yes? Delight flooded me once I replayed the syllable in my head to be sure I’d heard it, instead of just fantasizing about it. Yes!
I hardly dared to believe he was letting me do this. Softly, I ran my hands up the outside of his thighs. I relished the hot, smooth skin gliding under my palms.
Carefully, so carefully, I brought my hands up to the zipper at the front of his latex briefs and eased it down, pulling the metal away from him at the same time so it didn’t catch against his skin. Every tiny snick snick snick sound of the zipper gliding down its track made me shiver with anticipation.
The zipper ran all the way down to under his balls, but it was barely halfway down before the weight of him sprang free.
And there it was—Daddy’s cock. It stood thick and tall, flushed pink at its mushroom-shaped head, and totally irresistible. My mouth watered, and I choked back a moan.