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of the world, of men and dragons both."
"It is a noble ambition," Laurence said, low.
"But you do not agree with it," Bonaparte said, pouncing; Laurence twitched before the sudden assault, very nearly of palpable force. "But you will not stay, and see it done, though you have already been given proof of the perfidy, the dishonorable measures to which a government of oligarchs will stoop: it can never be otherwise," he added; more declaration than an attempt to convince, "when money becomes the driving force of the state: there must be some moral power beneath, some ambition, that is not only for wealth and safety."
Laurence did not think very much of Bonaparte's method, which substituted an insatiable hunger for glory and power, at the cost of men's lives and liberty; but he did not try to argue. It would have been hard indeed, he thought, to marshal any argument in the face of the monologue, which Bonaparte did not mind continuing in the absence of opposition or even response; he ranged widely across philosophy and economics, the useless folly of government by clerks, the differences, which he detailed minutely on philosophical grounds quite beyond Laurence's comprehension, between the despotism of the Bourbons and his own imperial state: they had been tyrants, parasites, holding power through superstition and for their own personal pleasure, lacking in merit; he was the defender of the Republic, and the servant of the nation.
Laurence only withstood, as a small rock in a deluge; and the gale past said simply, "Your Majesty, I am a soldier, not a statesman; and I have no great philosophy but that I love my country. I came because it was my duty as a Christian and a man; now it is my duty to return."
Bonaparte regarded him, frowning, displeased, a tyrant's lowering look; but it flitted quickly away, then he stepped closer, and gripped Laurence by the arm, persuasive. "You mistake your duty. You would throw away your life: all right, you might say, but it is not yours alone. You have a young dragon, who has devoted himself to your interest, and who has given you all his love and confidence. What can a man not accomplish, with such a friend, such a councilor, free from any trace of envy or self-interest? It has made you who you are. Think where would you now be, without the stroke of fortune that put his heart into your keeping?"
At sea, like as not, or at home: a small estate in England perhaps, married, by now his first child here; Edith Woolvey, nee Galman, had been delivered of her first four months before. Marching steadily up the post-list towards flag-rank; he would probably have been sitting presently on blockade, beating up and down off Brest or Calais, a tedious but necessary routine. A prosperous and an honest life, and if no great chance of glory, as far from treason as from the moon; he had never asked for anything else, or expected it.
The vision stood at a distance almost bewildering, now; mythical, softened by a comfortable blind innocence. He might have regretted it; he did regret it, now, except there was no room in the gardens of that house for a dragon to be sleeping in the sun.
Bonaparte said, "You do not suffer from the disease of ambition - so much the better. Let me give you an honorable retirement. I won't insult you by offering you a fortune, only his keep and yours. A house in the country, a cattle-herd. Nothing will be asked of you that you do not want to give." His hand tightened, when Laurence would have drawn away. "Will your conscience be more clear when you have delivered him into captivity? Into a long captivity," he added sharply. " - they will not tell him when they put you to death."
Laurence flinched; and through the grip Bonaparte felt it and pursued, as a breach in his lines. "Do you think they would hesitate to forge your name to letters? You know they will not, and in any case the messages will only be read aloud. A few words - you are well, you think of him, you hope that he is obedient - and he will be imprisoned by them better than iron bars. He will wait and linger and hope for many years, starved and cold and neglected, long after you have swung from a gibbet. Can you be satisfied to condemn him to it?"
Laurence knew all