Dying for Rain (The Rain Trilog - BB Easton Page 0,51

and my palms get so sweaty one of them slides off the leather chair, causing me to almost lose my balance. Quint glares at me in warning.

“You’ll get national coverage for sure,” the other man says.

I can see him now as they walk right through the wet spot that Lamar left on the rug. He’s dressed in all black, like a bodyguard.

The governor clicks his tongue and shoots a finger gun at the man. “Bingo. The only thing left to figyuh out is whether it’ll be bettuh to paint King Burger on the lawn or use a projector to make him all animated-like.”

“I think the real question is, where are you gonna hang all your deer heads once you move into the White House?”

Governor Steele chuckles as he comes around the side of the desk. “Once we move into the White House. I’m gonna make you head of the Secret Service, my friend.”

I reach out and grab Quint’s arm, the ghost of my heart slamming against my ribs as the governor opens his top drawer and takes out a bottle of liquor. Shutting it, he looks down at his overstuffed chair with a frown.

“Now, why in the hell is my chair pulled out?”

“Hey, Beau?” his security guy asks, pulling a gun from his side holster. “You didn’t leave your lights on last night when you left, did you?”

I clutch Quint’s arm tighter as the governor’s bodyguard pushes him out of the way and points the barrel of his gun at the cavernous opening under his desk.

Please don’t let them find him, I pray. Please, God. He’s just a kid. Please, please, please don’t let them—

Suddenly, I feel a kiss on my cheek, so quick I think I might have imagined it, before the arm that I was clutching slips out of my grasp. I look up from my crouched position and reach for Quint, but my fingers grasp nothing but the last breath he exhaled before he disappeared around the front of his chair.

No! Quint!

“Death to sheep!” he cries, running for the door.

And then there’s a bang so loud I almost scream.

And a thump.

And a deep, guttural groan.

I clutch the chair for support and hold in my cries as Quint slaps at the floor, trying to drag himself into the lobby.

“What in the hell?” the governor shouts, clutching his chest.

“Goddamn it, Beau! I told you we gotta stop allowing tours!”

I bite my lip as their footsteps approach and screw my burning eyes shut as the men stand beside my oldest friend.

BLAM!

Then … nothing.

“Nice job, Jenkins. You really were Special Forces, huh?”

“Green Berets, sir.”

Governor Steele slaps him on the back. “Come on. Now, I really need a drink. I’ll have Edna and the cleaning crew take care of that.”

The two men leave as I cling to the chair like it’s a loved one, silently crying into the Italian leather, my fingers wedged between the brass rivets.

But it doesn’t hold me back.

My face contorts against the wet hide as pain slices me from ear to ear, stretching my mouth in a wordless scream.

Loss.

Loss.

Loss.

Loss.

Every week, every day, another one. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try to save them, I can’t.

Powerless.

Weak.

Worthless.

Stupid.

And now, Wes is going to be executed tomorrow for saving the life of someone who died anyway.

Pointless.

Meaningless.

Hopeless.

Death.

Slowly, the sound of agony, high-pitched and constant, breaks through the fog of silence in the room. It feels like mine. Sharp. Brittle. Unending. Unrelenting.

But it’s coming from under the desk.

I want to go to him. Hold him like a mother. Shush him and tell him it’s going to be all right.

But I can’t.

Because it’s not.

And it never will be again.

“Get up,” I bark, standing from my hiding spot.

Quint’s body is laid out in the middle of the doorway between the lobby and the office, a maroon blanket covering his back and seeping into the carpet all around him.

Lamar sniffles, but then he begins sobbing even louder.

He always does this. He gets in trouble, and then Quint takes the punishment. How many times did Quint get a whooping from their drunk old man for something that Lamar had done, and how many more times did Lamar get in trouble, knowing Quint would show up just in time to take the fall?

Selfish.

Spoiled.

Ungrateful.

Brat.

Stomping over the desk, I pull the chair out even further, prepared to scream at Lamar—to unleash the pain and rage and helplessness and injustice bottled up inside of me—but the boy I find huddled under there, hugging his knees and weeping