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to the opioid epidemic: well-meaning but as divided as it was helpless, and utterly worn out.
Police were investigating, but Alan Henry theorized that Tess “had gotten crosswise with somebody she owed something to,” possibly a drug dealer or a pimp—an argument Patricia rejected outright as blaming and unjust “when we have no idea of what happened to her.”
A former counselor of Tess’s who works with addicted and sex-trafficked women in Las Vegas said it was entirely possible that Tess had in fact been a victim of gang stalking. Addicted women who do sex work are sometimes threatened with rape or murder if they refuse to join a gang trying to “turn them out,” or coerce them into prostituting themselves on the gang’s behalf.
Another rehab worker who knew Tess and had herself been a heroin-addicted sex worker from 2003 to 2010 told me that four of her prostitute friends had been murdered by gangs and left in Dumpsters and, in one case, the air-conditioning ducts of a motel. “These gangs will stalk you and hurt you and block you from making money,” said Kathleen Quirk, who does street-level counseling with addicted prostitutes in Las Vegas, offering cookies she bakes in her home as a way to forge an initial bond. “They make your life miserable until you do what they say—or you end up dead.”
The scenarios were almost beyond comprehension for those at home closest to Tess.
Her grandfather, a retired auditor for IBM, was struggling to grasp the violent nature of Tess’s death. As Patricia relayed the details in the booth of a steakhouse chain, where they stopped after making arrangements for Tess’s cremation, his eyes welled with tears and he said, “Oh…That means somebody hit her.”
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Tess finally made her flight home the night of December 30. It was unseasonably cold in Virginia, the winds howling and furious. The snow flurries reminded Patricia of all the cold nights she’d spent worrying about Tess. She was still sleeping with her cellphone, awaiting Tess’s transport to Roanoke. Just after midnight, she texted me:
Her body has arrived.
It took funeral-home technicians two days to make Tess presentable enough for Patricia to view her body. Her head had been shaved in Las Vegas, for the collection of evidence, and Tess’s older sister had picked out an outfit from one of Tess’s favorite shops, including an embroidered vest, leggings, and a bright silk-cashmere headscarf with a boisterous, smiling Frida Kahlo.
In a windowless nook of a downtown Roanoke funeral parlor, not far from where Tess once roamed the streets, Patricia caressed the back of the scarf, as if cupping a baby’s head, and told her poet goodbye.
It was January 2, Tess’s birthday. She would have been twenty-nine.
Patricia tucked the treasures of her daughter’s life inside the vest—a picture of her boy and one of his cotton onesies that was Tess’s favorite, some strands of Koda’s hair, and a sand dollar.
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