quite simply, we don't think he was the right person."
"Now that I think about it, I'm not sure that I even want to know who did it."
"What are you saying?"
Ada Holland was staring at him in dismay.
"It doesn't matter any more. It's like the whole thing was an accident. Something unavoidable."
"Why do you say that?" she asked in despair.
"Because she was going to die anyway. So it doesn't matter any more."
He stared down at his empty cup, picked it up and began swirling it, as if trying to cool off the hot coffee that wasn't there.
"It does matter," Sejer said, stifling his anger. "You have the right to know what happened. It may take time, but I'll find out who did it, even it turns out to be a very long process."
"A very long process?" Holland smiled, another bitter smile. "Annie is slowly disintegrating," he said.
"Eddie!" Mrs Holland said in anguish. "We still have Sølvi!"
"You have Sølvi."
He stood up and left the room, disappearing somewhere in the house. Neither of them went after him. Mrs Holland shrugged her shoulders dejectedly.
"Annie was a daddy's girl," she said.
"I know."
"I'm afraid that he'll never be the same again."
"He won't. Right now he's getting used to being a different Eddie. He needs time. Perhaps it will be easier when we do discover the truth."
"I don't know whether I dare find out."
"Are you afraid of something?"
"I'm afraid of everything. I imagine all kinds of things up there at the lake."
"Can you tell me about it?"
She shook her head and reached for her cup. "No, I can't. It's just things that I imagine. If I say them out loud they might come true."
"It looks as if Sølvi is managing all right," he said, to change the subject.
"Sølvi is strong," she said, suddenly sounding confident.
Strong, he thought. Yes, maybe that is the proper term. Perhaps Annie was the weak one. Things began whirling through his mind in a disquieting way. Mrs Holland went out to get cream and sugar. Sølvi came in.
"Where's Papa?"
"He'll be right back!" Mrs Holland called from the kitchen in a firm voice, perhaps in the hope that Eddie would hear her and reappear. It's bad enough that Annie is dead and gone, Sejer thought. But now her family is falling apart, the welded seams are failing, there are big holes in the hull, and the water is gushing in, and she's stuffing old phrases and commands into the cracks to keep the ship afloat.
She poured the coffee. Sejer's fingers were too big for the handle and he had to hold the cup in both hands.
"You keep talking about why," she said wearily, "as if he must have had a good reason for doing it."
"Not a good reason. But the killer had a reason, which at that moment seemed to him to be the only choice."
"So evidently you understand them – these people that you lock up for murder and other appalling crimes."
"I couldn't stay in the job otherwise." He drank some more coffee and thought about Halvor.
"But surely there must be some exceptions."
"They're rare."
She sighed and glanced at her daughter. "What do you think, Sølvi?" she said. Softly, using a different tone than he'd heard her use before, as if for once she wanted to penetrate that carefree blonde head of her daughter's and find an answer, maybe even one that would make sense of it all. As if the only daughter she had left might be a different person than she had initially thought, maybe more like Annie than she knew.
"Me?" Sølvi stared at her mother in surprise. "For my part I've never liked Fritzner across the street. I've heard that he sits in his dinghy in his living room and reads all night long, with the rowlocks full of beer."
CHAPTER 13
Skarre had turned off most of the lights in his office. Only the desk lamp was on, 60 watts in a white spotlight on his papers. A gentle, steady hum came from the printer as it spewed out page after page, covered with perfect text, set in Palatino, the typeface he liked best. In the background, as if from far away, he heard a door open and someone come in. He was about to look up to see who it was but just at that moment the pages tumbled off the printer. He bent down to get them, straightened up, and discovered that something was sliding into his field of vision, across an empty page. A bronze bird sitting on a