he backs away, or just barely brushes up against me, until I reach down and my hands are in his hair, dragging my nails through his scalp.
Finally, his tongue makes contact and it sends shivers across my skin, and a wave of heat through my body. This man is the master of foreplay. No doubt about that. He has to be. I simply don’t see how anyone else could be any better, and all I can think about is when we finally have sex, I’m going to be so bad he’s never going to want anything to do with me again.
Stop being so negative.
Rick must notice my mind wandering, because suddenly he has a finger inside me and he takes it right to the same spot he did last time, a place I didn’t even know existed until then.
“Oh God.” I gasp, and my hips come up off the bed a little all on their own.
Rick focuses his tongue right on my clit as he slides his fingers in and out of me.
“So close.” I nod furiously, not lying at all. I’m seconds away, literally.
I swear I feel him grin up against me. Right when I’m about to come undone, shatter into a thousand pieces, his finger stops, tongue stops, and he backs away.
My eyes glare down at him.
Just to be even more of a jerk, he exhales a breath across my clit, and a tremor ripples through me.
I want to say something, but what do you even say?
He gets up and stands next to the bed while I’m still lying there. Then he leans over like he might kiss me, but his mouth moves to my ear. “I want to feel you this time.”
It takes me a second for the words to sink in. Ohh.
I glance over, and Rick takes his pants off, and slides his boxer briefs down. When he turns around, he’s completely naked, and he’s big. Of course he is.
I’ve never seen a penis so up close and personal, but all I want to do is reach out and grab it, put my mouth on it, anything that’ll make him happy. I want to explore, try things I’ve never tried before.
Rick catches me staring, and I can’t help but wonder what he’s waiting on.
Then, I see it. He pulls a condom from the pocket of his tux and rolls it on. He’s sexy even when he does that.
I don’t know why it’s so hot, but it is. My feelings for him amplify even more, because I don’t even have to tell him to be safe. Truth-be-told, I wasn’t even thinking about it I was so caught up in the moment, but it warms my heart even more. Even now, he’s trying to protect me.
Now, I’m properly heated up for this whole ordeal, and I’m more than wet, but there’s still one issue. Rick is…big. Yeah. Definitely bigger than anything I’ve ever experienced, and my few experiences were years ago.
He crawls up between my legs, so we’re face to face, looks me straight in the eyes, and says, “Are you sure?”
Moment of truth, Mary. Are you sure? Not gonna regret this for the rest of your life, are you?
Despite my brain screaming at me to slow down and think this through, I nod. I must nod pretty hard, because Rick smiles right at me. He likes to take his time or whatever, building the anticipation, but I think part of it is because he wants the moment to last forever. We’ll never have this again, this first time, this first moment before we’ve had sex.
But as I look around at the room and think about the whole day after I left the office—it’s perfect. Just like Rick said he wanted this moment to be. It can’t get any more perfect than this.
That has to be pretty special, right? I’m no dating or relationship expert, but I’m getting a pretty good deal right now. I don’t know many men who would put out this kind of effort, and not only that, turn down a chance to get laid, just so they can do all this extra work to do it right.
He presses up against me, parting my entrance, and he stares into my eyes the entire time, not even blinking once.
As gently as he can, he slides in, little by little, until he’s about halfway, and I’m already squeezing tight around him.
I suck in a deep breath, but my eyes never leave his.