“I hope you’re not telling secrets,” Vera Smith said brightly, coming back into the room. She had an ice-clogged pitcher in one hand. “They said you weren’t ready for fruit juice, Johnny, so I brought you the ginger ale.”
“That’s fine, Mom.”
She looked from Herb to Johnny and back to Herb again. “Have you been telling secrets? Why the long faces?”
“I was just telling Johnny he’s going to have to work hard if he wants to get but of here,” said Herb. “Lots of therapy.”
“Now why would you want to talk about that now?” She poured ginger ale into Johnny’s glass. “Everything’s going to be fine now. You’ll see.”
She popped a flexible straw into the glass and handed it to him.
“Now you drink all of it,” she said, smiling. “It’s good for you.”
Johnny did drink all of it. It tasted bitter.
Chapter 7
1
“Close your eyes,” Dr. Weizak said.
He was a small, roly-poly man with an incredible styled head of hair and spade sideburns. Johnny couldn’t get over all that hair. A man with a haircut like that in 1970 would have had to fight his way out of every bar in eastern Maine, and a man Weizak’s age would have been considered ripe for committal.
All that hair. Man.
He closed his eyes. His head was covered with electrical contact points. The contacts went to wires that fed into a wall-console EEG. Dr. Brown and a nurse stood by the console, which was calmly extruding a wide sheet of graph paper. Johnny wished the nurse could have been Marie Michaud. He was a little scared.
Dr. Weizak touched his eyelids and Johnny jerked.
“Nuh ... hold still, Johnny. These are the last two. Just ... there.”
“All right, Doctor,” the nurse said.
A low hum.
“All right, Johnny. Are you comfortable?”
“Feels like there are pennies on my eyelids.”
“Yes? You’ll get used to that in no time. Now let me explain to you this procedure. I am going to ask you to visualize a number of things. You will have about ten seconds on each, and there are twenty things to visualize in all. You understand?”
“Yes.”
“Very fine. We begin. Dr. Brown?”
“All ready.”
“Excellent. Johnny, I ask you to see a table. On this table there is an orange.”
Johnny thought about it. He saw a small card-table with folding steel legs. Resting on it, a little off-center, was a large orange with the word SUNKIST stamped on its pocky skin.
“Good,” Weizak said.
“Can that gadget see my orange?”
“Nuh ... well, yes; in a symbolic way it can. The machine is tracing your brainwaves. We are searching for blocks, Johnny. Areas of impairment. Possible indications of continuing inter-cranial pressure. Now I ask you to shush with the questions.”
“All right.”
“Now I ask you to see a television. It is on, but not receiving a station.”
Johnny saw the TV that was in the apartment—had been in his apartment. The screen was bright gray with snow. The tips of the rabbit ears were wrapped with tinfoil for better reception.
“Good.”
The series went on. For the eleventh item Weizak said, “Now I ask you to see a picnic table on the left side of a green lawn.”
Johnny thought about it, and in his mind he saw a lawn chair. He frowned.
“Something wrong?” Weizak asked.
“No, not at all,” Johnny said. He thought harder. Picnics. Weiners, a charcoal brazier ... associate, dammit, associate. How hard can it be to see a picnic table in your mind, you’ve only seen a thousand of them in your life; associate your way to it. Plastic spoons and forks, paper plates, his father in a chefs hat, holding a long fork in one hand and wearing an apron with a motto printed across it in tipsy letters. THE COOK NEEDS A DRINK. His father making burgers and then they would all go sit at the—
Ah, here it came!
Johnny smiled, and then the smile faded. This time the image in his mind was of a hammock. “Shit!”
“No picnic table?”
“It’s the weirdest thing. I can’t quite ... seem to think of it. I mean, I know what it is, but I can’t see it in my mind. Is that weird, or is that weird?”
“Never mind. Try this one: a globe of the world, sitting on the hood of a pickup truck.”
That one was easy.
On the nineteenth item, a rowboat lying at the foot of a street sign (who thinks these things up? Johnny wondered), it happened again. It was frustrating. He saw a beachball lying beside a gravestone. He concentrated harder