The Darkness Before the Dawn - By Ryan Hughes Page 0,56
so I could meet you.”
Kayan bent back to her work on his leg, but Jedra said, “How did you know where we were going? We didn’t even know ourselves that we would go north.”
Kitarak leaned forward again and folded his arms together in a four-way knot. “What do you think made you decide to go north?”
“You?”
“Of course me. I drew your attention with a flash of light while you were searching for an oasis. I projected the image of the city for you to see when you came to investigate the light. And I planted an attraction in your mind so you would be sure to come, even though it may not have felt like the logical thing to do.”
Jedra couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Going to investigate the city hadn’t been his idea? Sure it had seemed a little reckless, but there hadn’t really been any other choice, had there? Kayan had thought so, but she had finally agreed with him to try it. Of course she had probably been under the tohr-kreen’s influence as well.
“Why did you lure us to an abandoned city?” he asked.
Kitarak looked away. Softly, he said, “I might have had to kill you. And strong as you were, it might have been dangerous to innocent bystanders.”
“Oh.” Jedra focused on Kitarak with all his ability, trying to see through the surface to the psionics master’s true intentions, but he still felt no threat. He had trusted that impression before, but now he wasn’t sure what to believe. It sounded like Kitarak could project whatever he wanted Jedra to receive, no matter what his real thoughts were.
Don’t worry, Kitarak mindsent to him. If I had wished to do you harm, I would have done so long since.
Well, that’s a relief, Jedra sent back, hoping the sarcasm would translate as well.
Evidently it did. Kitarak said, You have an interesting attitude for one so naive. It’s a wonder that hasn’t gotten you killed by now.
What attitude? Jedra asked, but Kitarak merely clicked his mouthparts in laughter for reply.
His blue glow had begun to fade already, especially along his leg where Kayan practiced her healing power. Evidently she was using some of the energy for her work. The glow had nearly disappeared from his entire lower leg when she leaned back and said, “That’s as good as I can make it. How does it feel?”
“Good as new,” Kitarak said. He stood up and tried his weight on it. “Ah, yes, I can still feel the weakness in the chitin. Hmm. I’m not sure I want to travel on it, especially with the added weight of my pack.”
“Maybe we can splint it,” Kayan said.
Kitarak weaved his head from side to side. “There is a better way… provided you’re willing to accept me as the mentor you’ve been searching for.”
Kayan looked to Jedra. What do you think? she asked.
I think it’s pointless to mindspeak around him, Jedra replied.
“All right, then, what do you think—out loud?”
Jedra wasn’t sure what he thought. Kitarak obviously knew his stuff, but…
“I don’t know,” he said. “It’d be hard to trust someone who started out manipulating and deceiving us.”
Kitarak made a chittering sound. “Think of it as your first lesson: Don’t let your initial impression blind you to hidden possibilities.”
“That may be good advice,” replied Jedra, “but the best lesson I ever learned on the streets was to never make the same mistake twice. I’m just trying to decide whether or not trusting you was a mistake the first time I did it.”
“I have done you no harm. In fact, had I not diverted your path, you would have died of thirst and exposure before you got within thirty miles of Tyr.”
“You don’t know that,” Kayan said. “We might have made it.”
“Yes, and mekillots might fly,” Kitarak said. “But knowing what I do of your abilities, I would give better odds to the mekillots.”
“Thanks for the vote of confidence,” Jedra said. Kitarak’s blue glow was definitely fading now. It no longer illuminated anything around him, only his own features. He looked cold, both physically and emotionally. His bulbous eyes never blinked, and his narrow, hard-surfaced head displayed no feelings that Jedra could read. Jedra wondered what kind of a mentor this alien creature would be, whether or not they would have enough in common to allow for true communication. Would Kitarak actually teach them what they wanted to know, or did he have his own agenda?