Maddox sat on the bed, his head in his hands, a choked sound coming from him.
“You’re the best unplanned thing that has ever happened to me, Maddox. And I can’t lose you. But you’re doing everything to push… me away from you,” I whispered, my voice breaking at the end. “You’ve been telling lies. Since when have you started lying to me, Maddox?”
After all we had been through… he tainted everything that we were with his lies.
His head snapped up, and his eyes flared with torment. He was decadently handsome, a little bit broken and a mistake from the beginning.
“I’m sorry,” he choked out.
“Is that all you have to say?”
There were tears in his eyes. “I’m sorry.”
If it hurts you so much, what kind of love is this?
I knew Maddox would break my heart, but a part of me hoped he wouldn’t.
My heart wept, and a lone tear slid down my cheek. “They said you were trouble. I didn't listen. I took a chance on you. And now I regret it.”
“Don’t leave me.” His hoarse voice cracked. “Please.”
I took a step back. Maddox looked wounded, and my soul bled to see him hurt.
“Lila,” he breathed my name. “Please.”
I slowly shook my head. “Maddox.” It pained me to say his name. “You broke your promises.”
My feet took me another step back.
“No,” he pleaded. “Lila, no.”
I turned and walked away, leaving my broken heart at his feet.
I Dare You
Truth and Dare Duet, Book Two
Lylah James
Prologue
Maddox
I knew I’d eventually mess up. I knew I’d end up destroying the one good thing in my entire life. Lila.
Because that was the only thing I was capable of.
Destroying lives.
Ruining her.
Wrecking us.
I tried to protect her, since the day I made that stupid goddamn pinky swear for the first time. Ruthless in my endeavor to make sure she was always happy, always taken care of, by eliminating anything that would cause her pain…but I forgot to protect her from myself.
My lungs seized in my chest, and my throat closed. A choked sound came from me as I held my head in my hands, feeling the burn in the back of my eyes.
“You’re the best unplanned thing that has ever happened to me, Maddox. And I can’t lose you. But you’re doing everything to push… me away from you,” she whispered, her sweet voice breaking at the end. “You’ve been telling lies and keeping secrets from me. Since when have you started lying to me, Maddox?”
My head snapped up at her words. I didn’t have an answer. I fucking wished I did.
Lies, no matter how big or small, was the quickest way to ruin something beautiful – us.
Lies and secrets…
Everything I’d ever done, every decision I made was to protect Lila.
But no band-aids would ever be enough to stop the open, festering wounds I’ve left behind.
“I’m sorry,” I choked.
The torment on her face decimated me. “Is that all you have to say?”
My vision blurred – goddamn it– I had to remind myself not to lose my shit. “I’m sorry.”
A lone tear slid down her cheek. “They said you were trouble. I didn’t listen. I took a chance on you. And now I regret it.”
“Don’t leave me.” My hoarse voice cracked.
Lila took a step back. My wounded heart lurched, and bile crawled up the back of my throat, bitter and acidic.
“Lila,” I breathed her name. “Please.”
She slowly shook her head, another silent tear leaving a wet trail on her cheek. “Maddox.” She looked pained, and her lips wobbled. “You broke your promises.”
And now she was breaking hers.
Her feet took her another step back.
“No,” I pleaded. “Lila, no.”
My voice caught in my throat as she turned and walked away, taking my bleeding heart in the palm of her hand and leaving me… empty.
I sunk to my knees, unable to stop myself, choking on the heavy taste of bitterness on my tongue. This couldn’t be the end… it couldn’t.
The door closed, even as I called out her name. Pathetically. Because for her… I was a fucking weak man.
Love made me weak.
Love destroyed lives.
Love ruined us.
She left.
My Lila left, as the pain piercing through my chest, became almost unbearable.
All my truths, all my lies collided together – my future with Lila now cracked open, bleeding and sending the broken fissures all over, as I knelt in the wreckage of it all.
Once again…alone.
Once again… lost.
She lied too.
She broke her promises, too.
You won’t lose me, ever.
Pinky promise?
Pinky promise.
1
Maddox
Four months earlier
I couldn’t remember the exact moment I realized what I