“I noticed.” He took a sip himself before recapping the bottle and placing it on the break table. “I want to know what happened, but not if it will set off another attack.”
She bit her lip. Did she want to give him that much power over her?
“Please.”
The pain, the plea in his voice, gave her the power to speak. He was practically begging to shoulder her pain. “Everyone leaves.” The words came out in a rush, surprising her. She hadn’t meant to say it quite that way.
Ryan’s eyes went wide before closing. “Oh, shit. Your family.”
“Hope disappeared, my mother left, my father took the rest of my family out of state and left me behind.” The words wouldn’t stop tumbling out of her mouth. “Everyone leaves me. Brittany left when she found out what Tabby was.”
Ryan pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. “I won’t leave you, I swear.”
“You already did.”
Ryan froze. “What do you mean?”
She shrugged, clamping her lips shut before her diarrhea of the mouth took over again.
“The hospital?”
She huffed out a breath. Damn perceptive Bear. Wasn’t she allowed to have any secrets?
“I didn’t leave you voluntarily. You know that, right?”
She refused to look at him, and he didn’t force the issue. Instead, he pressed her head against his chest again.
“The hospital staff wouldn’t let me in.”
She knew that, but it didn’t matter. He should have waited for Julian or Dr. Howard instead of taking off. When she found out Ryan had gone missing she’d damn near lost it. To find out he’d disappeared voluntarily?
She’d been furious and terrified at the same time. The word rogue had been whispered when they thought she couldn’t hear. From the sound of it, that wasn’t a good thing to be labeled in the shifter world.
He rubbed his chin against the top of her head. “I will never leave you again.”
“Ryan—”
“Never.” His tone was firm. “From now on, I’m stuck on you like glue.”
Wonderful. Half of her was doing the Snoopy dance of happiness, while the other half was terrified out of its wits. “I told you not to make promises you can’t keep.”
“Sweetheart, I hate to tell you this, but now that my Bear knows about your abandonment problems I can’t leave you alone, even if I want to.” He sighed deeply. “We can’t stand the thought of you hurting, let alone being the cause of it. So, please. Trust me when I say, you’ll never truly be alone again.”
Hell. She almost believed him. “Okay.”
“I mean it.”
“I know you do.” Strangely enough, she did. The last of the panic began to recede, Glory relaxing in his embrace. “But you can’t follow me into the ladies’ room.”