of tires in the snow, and then there’s the sound of tires failing to stop in the snow, of tires skidding in the snow. And then there’s the bump.
You couldn’t even call it an impact. A love tap, Caroline’s papaw would say—and the Mardi Gras beads click and sway, brilliant in the light. The tiny, multicolored rabbit’s foot. And it’s then, at the moment of the bump, the love tap, that the hawk and the squirrel come back to Audrey, flapping into her mind like something she once dreamed, a shrieking figment having nothing to do with real life, and she briefly thinks—briefly believes: This, too, this is not real!
A love tap, a miscalculation—an accident, surely. And over the edge they go.
How must this have looked to the driver who watched it happen: the RAV4 squatting in the deep shoulder snow one moment, solidly at rest, lit up in his headlights, the bags and suitcases of the cargo area, the heads of the two girls in the front seats—and then the bright oval of the passenger’s face as she turned to look back at him. Was it that bright sudden face that distracted him, that accounts for the failure to stop in time, the bump of machine on machine and the resulting, the unbelievable, visual of the back end of the RAV4 rising into the air as the front end dipped and the whole of it, machine and luggage and girls and all, slipped all at once out of view? Just—gone.
Did the girls scream? Was there time? Was the outcome too swift and too certain for screaming? The forward tires locked in park, did Caroline Price slam her powerful legs at the brake pedal anyway? What thoughts fired in their brains as the car dropped, gathering speed from its own weight, flying nose-first toward the black surface of the river—a darkness and coldness too incredible to imagine. The black, smooth ice full of its own burning lights, its own stars. Did the girls in that span of two, maybe three heartbeats, find each other’s hands? Like girls who have done so all their lives did they reach out in the dark? Like sisters did they find and grasp?
PART II
2
The daily paper that once landed on his porch in the morning, rolled up and slapping the porchboards in the dark as if to announce the new day, as if no new day could begin without that sound, had been stopped years ago, and still the days came, and the day’s news too by and by, though the only news he took with his morning coffee these days was the national weather from the TV, and that just so he’d know what to expect out there, though it rarely changed his plans or even how he dressed, and so he didn’t learn about the accident, those two young women in the river, those college girls, until much later in the day, when he made his way at last to Eileen Lindeman’s house to see about the smell she said was coming from the downstairs bathroom.
The winter sun down by then, the end of a long day of small jobs, some in town, some out. Eileen Lindeman’s house was in town, on the east side of the river, and once upon a time he might’ve taken more care, might’ve parked the van a block away from the house, although it wouldn’t have stopped people from talking.
Another lifetime, all that business, and anyone who saw Gordon Burke’s van in Eileen Lindeman’s driveway these days would know that Gordon was there to fix something in the house and nothing more. His story had changed too much for any other interpretation.
The trouble was the seal—he told her that right off, showing her by rocking the toilet in his hands. The floor tiles had not been set level and so the porcelain base did not sit cleanly all the way around, and so the gasket never stood a chance. Just the slightest corruption to the wax and you had sewer gas leaking into your house.
Brad, she told him—her ex—had set the tiles himself in one of his fits of home improvement. “Looked it up online,” she said. “Said anybody who could read could do it.”
Twelve, thirteen years ago, that would’ve been. Brad Lindeman, the lawyer, had left her for a young woman lawyer up in Saint Paul, and of course Gordon’s wife had pulled pretty much the same stunt at about the same time—a banker, in her