Cruel Kisses (It's Just High School #2) - Thandiwe Mpofu Page 0,69
hold her to me. “It’s been hell, baby. Absolute hell.”
For the first time in days, I allow myself to let go of everything that’s been destroying me little by little. Every shitty thing that has brought us to this moment. I shred it from my shoulders. I just hope she lets me take it off her as well.
The shit with dad and everything he told me about Mia, Nathan, her childhood, the shit about me and… fuck.
Then there was Mia leaving.
The truth about Aiden and how my own mother treated her.
Unable to find Mia.
The widening rift between my brother and me.
It’s been hell…
“I missed you, too,” she whispers, still crying. I hold her even tighter to me. If it were possible to become one with someone in a way that they’ll never leave you again, I’d do that with her. “I’ve been so alone.”
Fuck.
It’s the raw pain in her voice that does me in.
I have no idea if I’ve ever shed a single tear in my life, but right now, the anger coursing through my veins and the lost, vacant look in her eyes… it’s about to bring me to tears.
“I got you now, baby,” I whisper, roaming my hands up and down her body, my blood rushing straight to my dick.
Fuck, I need her.
“Julian…” She peers up at me and in that moment, I give in to this primal need in me to claim her, to make her mine again. Swooping down, I plant my lips over hers, kissing her again.
This time, this isn’t a cruel kiss, but I can’t help but feel that this is different somehow.
Her kisses are different now. A bit firmer, like she’s not sure if this is real or not. A lot bitter, like she’s punishing me for my sins, but still dirty like her. She palms my face in her hands, deepening the kiss, letting me know that she wants this. And I aim to deliver.
She makes these mewing sounds that make my heart race faster, my cock swelling between us, I know she can feel it pressing against her stomach.
I shift to lay her down in the bed, still kissing her as I do. I roam her body, desperation clawing at my insides, but I’m trying my fucking best not to rush this. I don’t want to mess this up or scare her.
I go to slow down, but she makes this protesting sound, holding on to me tighter, I can feel her hard nipples against my chest.
“Fuck.”
Everything becomes a sort of race. I kiss down her throat, undoing the drawstring of her joggers as I go and slip a hand in to find her pussy wet, clenching and waiting for me.
“Fuck, baby, you want me, don’t you?” I purr in her ear, enjoying the way she shivers and writhes on the bed as I plunge two, then three fingers into her.
“Julian, oh!” she gasps, her eyes coming alive, yet they’re dilated with lust. I bite down on her nipples over her shirt, and she gasps, almost jumping off the bed. I increase the tempo, fucking her pussy faster, biting the other nipple down hard.
“Oh God,” she cries. “Please, Julian.”
“Shh, baby. I know what you need,” I groan in her ear. She clutches my hair, pulling at it with a death grip. “I’m going to give it to you.”
“Please,” she pants.
“I want you to look at me when you come,” I demand, the urgency in my voice too acute to dismiss. I need to be inside her, so I unbutton my jeans with one hand, fucking her with the other. “I’m it for you, is that clear?”
“Julian…”
“Tell me you fucking understand that you’re mine,” I growl, taking myself out. I start stroking myself, pre-cum leaking at the head. “Say it, Mia.”
“I’m yours,” she cries, and I fuck her harder, hitting her sweet spot each time and watch as she goes over with a soft moan of my name, her leg shaking. “God, I’m yours.”
“Good,” I say, totally done with patience for the rest of my life. “Now get ready for me, Little Minx because I only had one taste of you before, and I’ve been fucking starved since.”
She visibly shudders right in front of me, her pants and moans getting louder. “I’m not going to be gentle or slow. I’m not even sure if I’m going to last, but I need to be inside you.”
It’s the most honest I’ve ever been in my fucking life. She does that to me, turn me inside