Claimed (The Lair of the Wolven #1) - J.R. Ward Page 0,98
way.
And didn’t that truism generalize. Especially after what she and Daniel had done in her guest room about two hours ago.
Her emotions had been in turmoil ever since. After those orgasms? She could feel herself getting attached to him in ways that he wasn’t going to want, and she wasn’t going to enjoy in the long run.
With a hot flush coming on, she glanced across the exam room. Daniel was looking at her as he leaned against the counter and sink. In fact, it felt like he hadn’t stopped looking at her since he’d learned all kinds of things about her body—
“Do you want me to go inside there and pick him up?” He glanced at the Plexiglas door. “I can take him to the ATV?”
“I think you’re strong enough to carry him, right?” She put her palms forward. “And don’t worry, he really is out, and we’ve got a good thirty minutes until he wakes up. You’re safe.”
“I’m not afraid of him.”
Under her breath, she muttered, “You and C.P. Phalen.”
“Hmm?”
“Nothing. And yes, let’s do that. I’ll unlatch the pen gate and we can put him on the back of the ATV to drive him out into the preserve. I’ll sit with him.”
Daniel nodded and came over. For a moment, their eyes met, and she knew that he was thinking about what they’d done together.
“Lydia,” he said softly.
She could only stare up at him. “Yes.”
It was an answer, not an inquiry, and he nodded, as if they’d made concrete plans to finish what they’d started.
But God, she was in over her head, wasn’t she.
Opening the Plexiglas door, he went over to the wolf, put his arms under the animal, and lifted all that furred weight off the ground like he was merely picking up a newspaper.
Rick would so not have approved, Lydia thought sadly as she stepped out and closed the exam room up.
After she opened the gate, they went around to the ATV, which was parked by the rear entrance of the building. Daniel had fixed the leak in the fuel tank—or patched it, as he’d explained, so that it was good enough for them to take the thing out into the preserve. And if it died halfway back after they’d freed her wolf? Who cared, they could walk.
“I’ll sit on the rear platform,” she said as she hopped up onto the carry shelf that was mounted across the back tires.
“You sure? That’s a hard seat.”
“I’ll be fine.” She arranged herself and put out her arms. “Lay him across my lap. And go slow.”
Daniel leaned down and draped the wolf over her legs. To make sure she was steady, Lydia braced her hiking boot on the corner of the cargo level.
“You guys okay?”
She nodded and stroked the wolf’s fur. “Ready. And just go for about a mile, starting at the main trail and taking every right you come to. I want to free him as far as possible from the hotel.”
“You got it.”
As Daniel mounted behind the handles, the suspension absorbed his weight with a lurch-and-settle. Then the engine came on, the whiff of gas making her nose itch.
“Let’s do this,” he said.
He eased them forward and onto the WSP’s private path to the main trail. When things widened, he picked up speed and avoided the roots that had broken through the dirt track, the subtle swaying of their forward motion hypnotic.
Meanwhile, she held on to her wolf.
With the trees going by and the fresh pine in her nose … she was not relaxed in the slightest. Staring out at their wake, she was barely aware of being on the back of the ATV. If it weren’t for the fur against her hands, she wouldn’t have known where she was.
Fourteen.
Daniel had been fourteen years old when his mother had killed herself. When he had jumped off a bridge to try to save her. When he had lost his hold in the cold water and no doubt barely got out of the river alive.
No wonder he compartmentalized emotion like he did.
Closing her eyes, she went back to being on that bed with him, all naked and totally exposed. He had been an incredible lover, and contrary to what he’d thought, the idea that he’d been so into pleasuring her that he’d lost control himself was pretty much the biggest compliment she’d ever been given.
He hadn’t spoken much afterward.
When she’d collapsed in a boneless heap, he had held her to his chest and stroked her hair. And when they’d finally gone