she’d been better at hiding it from him. Trying to shift the tone of the conversation, she said in a teasing voice, “But I’m more than happy to go down on you if you’re interested in that kind of thing.”
His body jerked very slightly. She only saw it because she was watching for it. But his voice was disapproving when he said, “I didn’t bring this up as a sneaky way of getting a blow job from you.”
“I know that. I know you’d never do that. I’m just saying it’s on the table for me. Going down on other people.” She pulled back the covers, baring his mostly naked body. He was wearing nothing but gray boxer briefs.
“Didn’t I just tell you that I’m worn out and not sure I could get it up?”
“You did tell me that.” She gave a taunting smile and leaned over to kiss his belly, letting her lips trail down slowly.
She checked his groin and was thrilled to see that he was starting to harden. She met his wry gaze across the length of his upper body.
“You think that proves something?” he asked, a little breathless.
“Well, it proves that you can in fact get it up this morning.” She straightened up, checking his expression again. In a more serious tone, she added, “If you don’t want to, that’s totally fine. Just say the word, and I’ll stop teasing you. But if you’re interested, I’m definitely up for that.”
He lifted his head from the pillow to scan her face. “Are you sure? This isn’t just a way to deflect from a conversation that makes you uncomfortable, is it? Because I wouldn’t want it like that.”
He could read her far too well. She searched her feelings to make sure she wasn’t doing exactly what he was afraid of, finally concluding that she wasn’t. She was already getting excited about the idea of pleasing Carter this way. “It’s not that,” she told him truthfully. “I really do enjoy it. And I kind of want to now, if you’re good with it.”
“The only way I’d say no is if I thought you didn’t really want it. If you do...”
“I do.”
He relaxed back onto the pillow. “Then let’s see what you’ve got.”
She did her best for him. She kissed his belly some more, teasing him by getting close but not close enough until he was fully erect in his underwear. Then she pulled them off and caressed him, checking his face to see what he liked the best. When she finally took him in her mouth, he was so tense he was shaking with it. He’d tangled his fingers in her hair and held on to a fistful of it. Not pulling. Just holding it back from her face.
When she started to bob her head, he groaned shamelessly and began to rock his hips.
Thrilled with his reaction, she kept sucking him off. She tried to use creative technique, but she got too excited about what she could sense in his body. How good she was making him feel. He was grunting now and clearly fighting to control his hips so he wouldn’t overwhelm her.
She appreciated the restraint. Carter was kind in this as he was in everything else.
When he was close, she squeezed his balls and sucked hard. He came with a loud, helpless bellow.
Fortunately, since he’d come more than once during the night, he didn’t release very much semen, so she didn’t have to deal with that. She gave him a few last sucks as he softened, then kissed her way back up his body.
He’d let go of all the tension in his body. He was fully relaxed, his eyes closed and his breath coming out in sated little moans.
She couldn’t remember the last time she’d been so proud of herself. She’d made him look and sound like that.
He tried several times to speak before he could get coherent words out. “Thank you,” he finally rasped. “That was... Thank you so much.”
She kissed his neck and cuddled close to him when he wrapped an arm around her. “You’re welcome. I liked it too.”
“I more than liked it. I’d say my mind is totally blown.”
“Your mind?”
He chuckled tiredly and nuzzled her hair. “Among other things.”
Both their bodies shook with soft amusement as he hugged her to him more tightly. But she could feel him softening again beside her. His breathing was slowing down.