Catholic Guilt and the Joy of Hating Men - By Regan Wolfrom Page 0,32
gnomos?”
“Probably where you and Bradley found them before.”
“The chapel,” Adelia said. “We must get them.”
She got up and started walking briskly toward the chapel.
Marguerite felt she had no choice but to follow.
They found the gnomes lying in a bed of purple and yellow flowers growing alongside the white walls of the chapel.
Adelia picked up the brown-hatted gnome and passed it to Marguerite.
“What are we going to do with them?” Marguerite asked.
“We’re going to be rid of them,” Adelia said. She picked up the other gnome.
“Let’s find a garbage can or something.”
“No... don’t be foolish. We have to destroy them.”
“Destroy them? What are you talking about?”
Adelia started walking back toward the glade of blue and white flowers, clutching her orange-hatted gnome.
She sat down on the grass, tossing the gnome down beside her. She started plucking flowers and laying them in a pile.
“What are you doing?” Marguerite asked.
Adelia didn’t answer.
“Adelia...”
“I’m going to light them on fire,” Adelia said.
She pulled out a lighter.
“You smoke?” Marguerite asked.
“I smoke... something...”
“You can’t start a fire in the middle of the garden,” Marguerite said.
“Don’t try to stop me.” She knelt down and struck the lighter.
The flame wouldn’t catch.
“We will take them to my house,” Adelia said. “And burn them.”
“No,” Marguerite said. “I won’t let you.”
“We had sex with them. That is wrong.”
“Why is it wrong?”
Adelia gave up on lighting her pile of dying flowers. “If it’s not wrong, you would want me to tell your brother?”
Marguerite’s mind filled with images of Bradley pointing and laughing, mocking her, probably creating a Facebook Fan Page for “Marguerite and the Brown Gnome: Love and Marriage in the Grotto” and inviting every last friend and relative to the non-existent nuptials. Bradley would do that. She knew he would.
And Diogo would find out. And Netuno would find out. And Rafael... well, he’d know, too, and he’d probably tell every last gamer on Xbox LIVE about it.
“Okay,” Marguerite said, “we’ll burn them. We’ll burn them and we won’t tell anyone what happened.”
She felt ashamed, but she wasn’t sure if it was the memory of her threesome, or their foursome, or of her sudden betrayal of the little plastic friends she’d only just made.
Marguerite knew that everything that came after would be mind-numbingly normal.
Adelia mellowed once they reached her back garden. She even offered Marguerite a can of Sumol Zero, which Marguerite gladly accepted despite the fact that she felt the pineapple soda tasted a little bit like deer piss.
The two plastic gnomes sat on a stone ledge, looking quite natural beside the small garden of peas and potatoes.
“I’m sorry if I am seeming rude,” Adelia said as they sat down at a small lattice table. “I am... envergonhado.”
“I don’t know what that means.”
“It’s... shame.”
“Oh. That I get. But I don’t think it’s fair to them.”
“To the gnomos?”
“Yeah. They’re just doing what gnomes do, I guess.”
Adelia laughed. “You sound like a girl in love with plástico.”
Marguerite laughed, too. “Maybe I am,” she said.
Adelia leaned in toward Marguerite and placed her hand on Marguerite’s knee. “Did you like it?” she asked in a whisper.
Marguerite nodded.
“I liked it, also,” Adelia said.
“Maybe we shouldn’t burn them.”
Adelia nodded. “Maybe we should keep them here.”
“They look like they belong,” Marguerite said.
Marguerite stood up from her chair and walked over to the gnomes. She bent over and gave both gnome foreheads a kiss.
“In love with plastic,” she said with a grin.
The next few weeks were strange and wonderful for Marguerite, and she was sure they’d felt the same for Adelia. They’d meet every few days, when they both were free from work and study, and they’d take the two little gnomes up to Adelia’s bedroom. Sometimes they found mushrooms to eat, and sometimes they didn’t; they found in time that the mushrooms weren’t needed.
Bradley complained about their new friendship, telling Marguerite that she ought to have picked an uglier girl to be her bestie.
But Marguerite didn’t listen and she just didn’t care, and she found that nothing Bradley said to embarrass her, like joking to Diogo and Netuno about her shyness, or asking the boys from the nearby high school if they’d ever wondered just what a pale-skinned ginger girl looked like down below... none of it seemed to bother her anymore.
She wasn’t embarrassed. She had no reason to be.
And after those few weeks Marguerite had started to notice that the young men of Sintra were treating her differently.
Diogo and Netuno and even Rafael... they were talking to Marguerite like she was worth talking to, and not just worth looking