world could be crashing down around me, Roni. I could be losing everything. If he means that much to you. Give him a call. Don’t waste precious time.”
“Is there anything I can do to help?”
She shakes her head. “Uri will take care of it. My husband has never broken a promise to me. I’m just letting fear get the best of me.”
“Yeah, I can understand that.”
“Tell me. Is fear what’s keeping you from calling John?”
I look at her and think over the question. I’m hurt. A part of me thinks it’s because I know that girl has probably satisfied John in ways I wouldn’t know how.
Forget all the kinky shit. I don’t know if I’d be any good at the basics. I shrug my shoulders.
“Can I tell you something without you judging me?”
She narrows her eyes at me. “Of course, you should already know this.”
I chew on my lip for a second. “I believe I’m a virgin. No, I know I am.”
Her mouth drops open. I can see the wheels turning in her head. A slow smile turns her lips up.
“I see the problem. This we can fix.”
“What?”
She waves a hand. “I was a virgin when I married. Uri was a good teacher, but I learned a few things from the girls. Tonight, we call them over and we’ll teach you and my little sister a few things.
“She’s been taking my advice to seduce Luca. This will be perfect. All of the ladies could use a distraction. What better way than to teach you two how to give a great blow job,” she says.
I choke. “Pardon me?”
“Today me and the girls teach you how to fuck, tomorrow we go to the spa. The two of us,” she says as if it’s a shopping spree and pamper day.
She continues as if it’s nothing. “I don’t know how those Irish-Scots do it, but we Italians know how to pamper. We’ll have a day on my husband. I’m going in to call the girls.”
She laughs and the sparkle returns to her blue eyes. Patting my shoulder, she gets up and returns to the house. I’m left shaking my head, confused by what just happened.
Working for Val doesn’t seem like working some days. I’m not complaining. I make damn good money, but I feel like I’m hanging with a friend, not working security. Uri has his own men that guard the family. I know Val only hired me because she knew I wanted to make money of my own.
I get up and stretch, catching one of Uri’s men eyeing me in the two-piece bikini I have on. I scowl at him and snatch up a towel to cover myself. Grabbing my gun and holster, I strap it back to my thigh before collecting my phone and following the path Val took to enter the house.
She and Uri are playing with Vita. They make such a gorgeous family. In this moment, you would never know the man and woman sitting before me are trained killers.
Placing a hand over my belly, I grimace. I’d probably make a terrible mother. That is if I ever find someone to want me.
Don’t sound so desperate.
I push those thoughts away. Dreams of a life like Val’s will get me nowhere. Right as I have that thought, my phone buzzes in my hand. God, why haven’t I replaced this thing.
Because you want to know if he’ll keep calling, estúpida.
Chapter 42
Baby Sis
Roni
“You should always be in control. Allow him to think he is, but you’re always topping mentally,” Pam says.
“You got that right,” Paige says.
“Always. Be. Teasing,” Val says, purposely spreading her legs one by one in a seductive way. Leaning forward, she places a forearm on her thigh and licks up one side of the popsicle in her hand as she locks eyes with me. She then takes the ice into her mouth and slurps on it.
“I think you just made my nipples hard,” Pam says, fanning herself. She laughs and falls back against the couch next to her twin.
I pull my arms from my sleeves and wrap my middle beneath my shirt. Val gets up and comes to sit beside me. I keep my eyes on the floor as I process everything that’s been going on for the last hour.
“Relax,” she says in my ear as she strokes my braid. “They have become friends. I wouldn’t bring you around anyone I don’t trust.”
I nod as I lift my gaze to look around Pam’s living room at the women Val calls