Bossing the Cowboy (Circle B Ranch #4) - Kennedy Fox Page 0,68
sad part is, she didn’t fight me that hard about taking Olivia. She almost looked relieved, which makes me think she’s spiraling out of control. Until Vivian gets her shit together, I refuse to let her go back,” he says firmly.
“You’re an amazing dad, and Olivia is lucky to have you as a father. I hope for her sake, Vivian does get better.”
“I hope so too, but I’m not counting on it.” He sighs as if he’s exhausted by it all. “Nevertheless, having you here with me and by my side means a lot to me. I’m used to dealing with things alone. I’m sorry about all of this. I don’t mean to put any sort of burden on—”
“Connor.” I set down my fork. “You’re not. Neither is Olivia. I wanna be here for both of you. I mean, if you want me to.”
“Absolutely,” he whispers. “I just don’t want to scare you away. After finally getting to this point, I’m nervous you’ll decide it’s too much. I know we’ve only been together a couple of weeks, but I can’t help thinking about the future, Elle. A future with you.”
My heart rate increases, and I feel like I’m floating in outer space. It wasn’t a proposal, but damn, just hearing his admissions with so much fervor behind them means so much.
“I have too,” I confess.
After we’re finished eating, Connor rinses our dishes. Once he’s done, I move to the couch as he goes to check on Olivia.
“Still asleep?” I ask, keeping my voice low.
“Oh yeah. She’s out cold.” He smiles and sits next to me.
A moment passes before I blurt out the thoughts repeating in my mind. “So, you wanna tell me more about this future you’ve been thinking about?”
A chuckle escapes him, and it sounds so goddamn sexy. “It’s funny, you know, because I told myself I’d never get into another relationship. Then you came along and tested me, especially my willpower. My heart knew. There is no future if you’re not in it. At least I can’t imagine it,” he admits.
“I’ve waited three years to hear that and now that you said it, my heart is about to burst.” I blush, licking my lips. “A future with you and Olivia sounds perfect.”
Connor leans in, slowly pressing his lips to mine. They dance in perfect rhythm. Our tongues tangle together, and before things get too heated, Connor stands. With his hand held out, I take it, and he leads me to his bedroom.
Our connection has always run so deep that it almost comes as instinct being with him. The yin to my yang, the sun to my moon, and the other piece of me that I’ve always felt was missing. We understand each other not only on a physical level but on an emotional one too. At least now that we’ve crossed boundaries and charted new territory.
Gently, Connor slides his hand under my sweater and undresses me until I’m naked. Soon, I’m standing in front of him naked with his eyes studying me. It makes me feel like a goddamn goddess as he admires every inch of me. I take a step forward, needing his hands on me as I rip open his jeans. His cock springs free when I slide down his boxers.
“He missed me,” I taunt, bending down and placing a kiss on the tip of his dick. His eyes flutter closed, and I take the opportunity to pull him into my mouth. Slowly, I slide down to the bottom of his shaft, then back to the top before dropping to my knees.
“Elle,” he growls, his head falling back on his shoulders as I dig my fingers into his ass and push him deeper into my throat. I want to choke on his cock and feel him in the back of my throat. His fingers thread through my hair, and he pulls. My pussy clenches, thinking about him spanking my ass and telling me I’m a bad girl.
When I slow down to a snail's pace, his body tenses, and I lead him to the bed. “You’ll come when I let you,” I order.
“Fuck,” he hisses, falling back on the mattress.
“You were too tense earlier,” I say, kissing up his thighs, then licking and sucking on his balls.
“I was.” He fists the comforter, and I love that I drive him wild.
“And you were angry,” I add, then sit up and slide my pussy against his cock, teasing the tip with my wetness.