“Odds are you'd never wake up.”
He was doing it again. Trying to scare her into giving up her home. To him.
She leaned in closer over the top of the counter, too angry now to remember to keep her distance from all those muscles, all that heat.
“You were sure I wouldn't be able to say no to that, weren't you?” Especially when he was practically a walking billboard for the necessity of fire safety. “Well, guess what? The answer is still no. I can hire an electrician to work on the cabin. I don't need you to do it.”
“My grandparents aren't going to pay to rewire the place from the ground up. Not when I'm here and able to do the work for free.”
Unfortunately, she didn't have the money either. Not anymore, damn it. Not unless she wanted to ask her parents for a loan, which she definitely didn't.
“Fine,” she snapped, loud enough that a couple of customers looked up from their plates to see what the problem was. “You can redo the wiring. And then I want you out.” She propped her pencil point hard enough against the paper to make a small hole. “Now what do you want to eat?”
But instead of looking at the menu, he said, “We're not done yet. I'm not just here to fix the cabin's safety issues.”
“There's more?” she said, amazed by his nerve. Almost impressed by it, in fact.
“My brother's fiancйe is pregnant. It was a long road for them to get there.”
“Good for them. But since I don't know your brother or his fiancйe,” she said, knowing she was being harsh, but hating herself for giving in about letting him redo the wiring, “I'm missing the part where any of this matters to me.”
“They want to get married on the beach at Poplar Cove. End of July.”
How was it that he seemed to know right where to aim to hit her most vulnerable spots?
He had to mention marriage, didn't he? That elusive happily ever after they were all searching for. That she was searching for. Because even though her own marriage had crumbled to pieces, in her heart of hearts she still wanted to believe that lasting happiness was possible.
Worse, after living at Blue Mountain Lake for eight months she agreed that Poplar Cove would be the perfect place to host a wedding.
Beyond frustrated, the words, “Next thing I know you're going to be telling me you couldn't get a room at the Inn,” came pouring out.
“You're right. A big wedding has taken over.”
Oh no, she'd completely forgotten that her friend Sue said a Bridezilla was in residence for the next few days.
“What about one of the B&Bs?” she tried, feeling the situation slip even further out of her hands.
“Nope. Nothing on the lake. But there's a room open in Piseco.”
“Piseco? That's an hour away.”
“At least,” he agreed, finally picking up the menu.
The movement drew her eyes down to his hands and she was stunned by how bad his scars were up close. She couldn't pull her eyes away from them, couldn't stop thinking about how much pain he must have endured from not only the burns, but the grafts as well. And then, he rubbed his left hand with his right, as if he were trying to work out the kinks in the muscles and tendons beneath the rough skin.
“When I was a little girl,” she found herself saying in a much softer voice, “I reached up to the stove and knocked over a pot of boiling water onto my shoulder. I still remember how much it hurt.”
It had been only a first degree burn, and the scar had almost completely disappeared by now, but it had been one of the most painful physical experiences in her life.
“For so long afterward,” she continued, “it hurt. So badly. Do your hands hurt anymore?”
When he didn't reply, she looked back up into an expression so intense her skin prickled, her palms started to sweat. She couldn't look away as his eyes dilated, the black pushing nearly all the blue away. She held her breath, waiting for his answer. And then she heard it, low and raw.
“Yes.”
From the tense lines of his shoulders, the tendon jumping in his forehead, she could see how much the admission had cost him. And that was when she realized, for the first time, that he wasn't just some big, gorgeous guy intent on ruining her summer.
Connor was human.