After that he'd been smart enough to scramble to his feet and run.
Griffin had done a lot of shoving last night.
Guilt rushed into his gut at the memory, and he pinched the bridge of his nose to refocus his thoughts. Jane had exited as fast as Rick - though staying on her feet - and that was good. He wouldn't be bothered by her again.
He wouldn't be bothered by anyone, for that matter. After last night he'd made it clear he wasn't into playing the happy host any longer. The act hadn't worked for shit anyway. He'd have to find some other distraction to keep the events of the embedded year from invading his mind.
"So what's the word on your brother?" Monroe asked now. "Is he in a safe place?"
Worry sucked as a diversion, Griffin discovered. Private must have sensed the emotion, because the dog whined, then rushed to his owner's side, butting his leg. Griffin slid his palm along the warm crown of the animal's head and then caressed his butter-soft ears. It made his breath come a little easier.
"Gage is in his element." Smack-dab in the danger zone, snapping photos with his camera. But he'd know if Gage was threatened, he reassured himself. The twin connection had always been strong. Still, it was only shallow comfort. Griffin knew firsthand that safety in war-torn places was a moment-to-moment thing.
"Is he - "
"I don't want to talk about him, old man," Griffin said. It was unkind, but, hell, he didn't owe Rex Monroe politeness. Their neighbor had more than once ratted out him and Gage to their mother, including the first time he'd spied them climbing from their bedroom window after lights-out. As seventh-graders, they'd been busted with girls about to enter high school.
He shot Monroe a dark look. "Were s'mores with a couple of older chicks on the beach against the law?" he groused. "I was planning on getting some hands-on education that night."
The old man's laugh was rusty. "You forget the two of you juvenile delinquents had toilet-papered my car earlier that day."
Oh, yeah. He had forgotten. He and Gage had gravitated to trouble that summer and every other. Those annual months at the cove had offered a freedom they didn't have in their suburban life and were likely the seed from which had grown their need for adventure.
Maybe that sense of freedom was what had drawn Griffin back. After a year of teetering on the brink of death, maybe here he could figure out how he was supposed to go on.
Private's nose jerked out of a patch of weedy grass. His body quivered for a moment, and then he bounded off with a short, happy bark. Griffin groaned. The dog loved company almost as much as chow time, which was saying a lot for a Lab. Probably some former guest was dropping by, one who hadn't yet gotten word that his doors were now locked. No more midmorning margaritas, afternoon beers, late-night lambada contests.
He headed for his back door. "Be your usual rude self, will you, Rex, and whoever that is - get rid of 'em."
The old codger squinted, peering over Griffin's head. "If it was one of your usual ruffian playmates, I'd be happy to."
Oh, hell, Griffin thought.
"But this is that nice young woman again."
Who was probably after an apology. On a sigh, he turned.
As he'd suspected, it was the governess, in her animal-rescuer guise, her fingers looped around Private's collar. Today she was back in Jane-wear, shell-studded flip-flops, knee-length orange shorts, an oversize T-shirt that proclaimed "Reading Is Sexy," and her hair curling every which way. His pet gazed on her with tongue-lolling devotion. "Did you lose your dog again?" she asked.
He'd lost his mind, kissing her last night. She'd shown up uninvited again, which was hardly a surprise. He'd already guessed the woman didn't like taking no for an answer. What had surprised him was the way she'd dressed, all beach-sweetie with skin showing, hair straight, some nice - yet not overblown - cleavage. If it had been a disguise, it was a piss-poor one. From his perch on the deck railing he'd noticed her immediately and kept his gaze on her, following behind when she'd been pulled off the dance floor.
No matter what she wore, she still had those eerie, see-through eyes. They scared him a little, just like mirrors did these days. And then there was The Mouth. That primmed-up, puffy-lipped mouth that always looked as if someone had been sucking on