“Family figured I’d end up a geologist. When I was in high school, I saw an article in this insert in the Chicago Sun-Times about a stonemason. The guy wasn’t a sculptor—that came later for me, anyway—but otherwise he did about the same kind of work I do now. I still remember a picture of this backsplash he’d done, using a dark red granite with veins of grayish-green that looked like a tree. It was really spectacular. I tracked him down and begged for a job.” Nolan smiled. “I swept the workshop floor for about a year.”
“I suppose you generate a lot of dust,” Allie said, the corners of her mouth betraying her amusement.
“Oh, yeah. When I peel off my goggles, I look like a raccoon.” He paused. “Sean begs for the chance to sweep my workshop floor.”
“Because he wants to work in stone?”
He hesitated. “I don’t know yet. I suspect the big power tools are the appeal for a kid his age. Plus...” He thought better of what he’d been going to say.
Turned out he didn’t have to say it.
“He’s trying to please you,” Allie said, echoing his thought from yesterday, and he saw that her gaze had turned inward. “After my parents divorced and I realized Mom was all I had, I went through a phase like that. I was too old to let myself be clingy, but...” Her sigh sounded sad. “I suppose I tried to be as much like her as possible. If that makes sense.”
It did make sense, but disturbed him, too. Had her father completely abandoned his family? Nolan reminded himself this was an old hurt for her, but it didn’t feel that way to him. It spurred him to want to protect her from something he couldn’t.
“How old were you?”
Her eyes focused on his. “Seventeen.” She grimaced. “I should have been pulling away and instead I had this weird regression. Oh, well.” She gave herself a small shake. “It’s natural, I guess.”
“Maybe,” he said, but wasn’t convinced. Regression happened to kids when they underwent trauma, from what he’d read, not your average, everyday divorce.
“Your mom into quilting?”
Allie laughed. “Heavens, no! She doesn’t even sew, except for the most basic mending. It was my grandmother who originally taught me to sew. She didn’t quilt, but she tatted.”
“Tatted?” he echoed, mystified.
“It’s another fiber art, I guess you could say. Doilies are tatted. You know, those lacy white things old ladies used to like to put on the arms of sofas. Well, Nanna made snowflakes for the Christmas tree. When she was done, she’d starch them so they were stiff.” Allie’s voice had become softer and softer. “They were so delicate. So beautiful.”
There was an odd sort of hushed silence. Nolan pictured those snowflakes, a bit like the paper ones every school child cut out of paper but far prettier. He bet no two were alike. He hoped Allie had been able to keep some of those snowflakes for her Christmas trees, but he had a bad feeling she hadn’t. There was something in her voice that told him this memory was both precious and painful.
“Your grandmother gone?” he asked.
Oh, yes. There was definitely pain in her eyes. “Gone? Yes. A long time ago.” After a moment she said, “Anyway, when I was in high school, we were required to complete a volunteer project.”
He nodded. Lots of high schools did that now.
“I ended up making quilts—really comforters, because they were tied rather than quilted—for preemies in the hospital. I only did a couple of tied ones, though, because when I went to the fabric store to pick out materials, a quilting class was going on. The instructor was teaching about the almost unlimited variations on a nine-patch block.”
Greek to him, but he nodded. He liked to hear her talk about what she did.
“I fell in love,” she said simply, then laughed. “It was like having a crush on the geekiest guy in school, the one with zits and knock-knees. I did not tell my friends that instead of going to the mall with them, I was dying to rush home and sew a few blocks of my Churn Dash quilt. I discovered eventually that it wasn’t only an old-lady hobby, but at the time I was painfully self-conscious.”
“I didn’t tell the guys in high school that I liked to play with rocks, either.”
They smiled at each other, and it was like the first time he’d met her eyes. She’d grabbed him and wasn’t letting go.