Fate(13)

“Vampyres have not existed as long as humans have, by our best record, and I was unable to find anything on the first vampyre. More precisely, I have never encountered a vampyre who admitted to being the first one, or any other vampyre who met him.

“Our first documented appearance happened to coincide with a plague, which leads me to believe that we are some kind of plague ourselves.”

“I see you found some light reading,” Ezra interrupted, startling me so badly that I jumped up from the chair and dropped the book onto the floor.

“I-I just- I was just curious,” I stumbled and felt my cheeks burn with shame.

“There’s no harm in being curious.” Ezra waved off my apology and walked over to me.

He picked the book up off the floor and held it for me to take. I hesitated for a moment, afraid that it might be some kind of trick, although he didn’t seem much like the tricking kind.

“I just don’t know very much about you.” I took the book from him, and I lowered my eyes and held it close to me.

“We haven’t been as forthcoming as you’d like?” Ezra raised an eyebrow, and I wasn’t sure if he was being skeptical or sincere.

“No, it’s not that,” I corrected myself quickly. “It’s just…”

What was it exactly? They had been incredibly open with me. When I had questions, Jack answered them to the best of his ability, but somehow, that wasn’t enough. As much as I knew, it seemed liked there was twice as much that I didn’t know.

“It’s because it’s personal now,” Ezra nodded knowingly. “Before, we were merely a curiosity to you, or an opportunity.”

“No, no!” I interrupted him forcefully. “You’re not some sideshow to me.”

“No, I know that. It was a poor choice of words on my part,” Ezra said, calming me. “I know how much you care for us.

“But… you’d always known us as this, and whether you understood us completely was irrelevant,” he continued. “You saw that we were happy and well. But now that it’s struck Milo, it’s not enough to know that we’re content. You need to understand everything about us.”

“Yeah,” I nodded. “So?”

“So… you want me to tell you everything,” he smiled sadly.

“Yeah, kinda.”

“I have bad news,” he exhaled. “There’s not much more to tell.”

“How can there not be much to tell?” My voice quavered with incredulity. “You’re telling me that the little bit you’ve confessed to me in the past few months covers the entire history of your species?”

“No, of course not,” he laughed at my fervor. “We have an extensive history, and that book you’re holding right now is a very good source of a lot of it. But it’s much like any other history book you’ve read. You’d be more interested in a biology book.”

“Is there one?” I asked hopefully.

“There are a few,” Ezra shrugged as if none of them were that good. “Peter has some, I’m sure.

“But there are many problems with a biology book about vampires. Autopsies are impossible,” he went on. “Whatever kills a vampire tends to destroy everything inside him, making it impossible to dissect it all and see how it differs from a human. But that’s only half the problem.”

“What’s the other half of the problem?”

“Have you heard about the bumblebee?” Ezra leaned back against the end of the Peter’s four-post bed, crossing his feet over his ankles.

“What are you talking about?” I shook my head, confused by the abrupt subject change.

“According to an aerodynamic study done in the early 20th century, the bumblebee can’t possibly fly,” Ezra explained. “Its wings are much too small and can’t beat fast enough to carry the weight of its body.”

“What?” I furrowed my brow and decided it must be a riddle. “So… What? How do they get around then?”

“They fly, of course,” he smiled at me.

“But you just said…” I sighed and shook my head. “What does this have to do with vampire biology?”