All The Truths (Lies & Truths Duet #2) - Rina Kent Page 0,50
she walks out of her room, thinking she’ll be the same old cold person.
“Simple,” he says. “I didn’t give her a choice, especially at the beginning. The more she ran, the faster I chased. The deeper she hid, the harder I conquered.”
“What if, after you chase and conquer, she still doesn’t want you?”
“Then you’re not doing it the right way. Tie her to you and make her see you. If she doesn’t like what she sees, make her like it.”
“What if she never does?”
“Then you’re a fucking loser and probably never deserved her in the first place.” He pauses. “As much fun as it’s been talking to you, I’m going back to my wife. She’s been asking about you, and this is a friendly reminder not to call her. If you do, I’m flying there and cutting out your tongue.”
The line goes dead.
Dick.
I’m surprised Elsa asked about me in the first place. She doesn’t like me that much, always saying Aiden doesn’t need any more deranged friends.
I throw my head back, mulling his words over. It’s an interesting angle, the one about never deserving her.
Has that been the trick all along?
I lift my head and stare at the stars. In the blackness of the night, there are a few, but I can almost see a boy and a girl holding each other’s hands and grieving together in silence.
Then that image is shattered with no way to be repaired.
Deciding I’ve given the neighboring building enough of a nude show, I head back inside.
Instead of going to the guest room where I usually sleep, my feet carry me straight to Reina. She’s like a fucking magnet, refusing to let me go.
She’s still deep asleep on her side. The cover has ridden down her shoulder, exposing the swell of her pale tit.
I don’t allow myself to think about it as I slide behind her and wrap a hand around her middle. She’s mumbling something in Russian, which means she’s probably dreaming about her childhood.
Her brows furrow and her murmurs turn louder. I rub a hand over her cold skin and cover her to the chin. After a few seconds, her lips stop moving and she goes back to sleeping soundly.
I wrap my leg around hers, lay my face near hers, and just like that, I fall asleep.
A nightmare pulls me awake in the middle of the night. I don’t remember it, but I don’t have to.
Every time I try to ignore the past and sleep with Reina, my brain summons my guilt and makes me relive that nightmarish day.
Reina is still fast asleep in my hold. In the dark, I can only make out the line of her face and neck and feel how her other arm is holding on to mine like it’s some sort of a lifeline.
She wiggles her ass against me in her sleep. My already semi-hard dick twitches to life, finding its way between her legs.
I pull her hair to the side, baring her neck, which still smells of lilac and the hint of sex. My lips find her flesh in a feather-light kiss.
A soft moan tears out of her as I suck on the skin. I lift her upper thigh and play with her nipple with the other hand.
“Ash…” she mumbles in her half-sleep.
I slide inside her and she turns her head toward me. Her eyes are closed halfway as she palms my cheek and captures my lips with hers.
It’s a soft kiss, slow and passionate. I thrust inside her in the same rhythm, my dick matching my tongue until she shudders and I empty inside her.
I don’t bother slipping out of her this time. I need to stay here until I’m able to fuck her again.
A satisfied smile curves her lips as she falls back asleep. I take her one more time during the night, but no matter how much I fuck her, it’s never enough.
The more I let myself get lost in her, the harder my brain hits me with guilt.
It’s a weird thing, guilt. It’s able to eat you from the inside out and you get no chance to fight.
Let her see you.
Aiden’s words keep playing in my head most of the night and I find no sleep.
None whatsoever.
At five in the morning, I give up and decide to do something about it.
This has been long overdue.
After putting on shorts, I return to Reina and nudge her shoulder. “Wake up.”
She mumbles something but doesn’t comply.
“Reina.”
“I’m so sore, Ash.” She covers her head with the sheet.