Never Too Far(58)

"Baby, I'm gonna come, ARRRRGGGGHHHH!" Rush called out then grabbed my face and kissed me with a fierceness that sent me over the edge with him. Crying out in his mouth I shook with release as he held me tightly, tasting me and sucking my tongue into his mouth.

I collapsed on him and he held me close to him. We sat there breathing hard in silence. My vagina kept contracting as if my body was experiencing aftershocks. Each time it did Rush groaned.

When I was sure I could talk again I tilted my head back and looked up at him. "What just happened?" I asked him.

He laughed and shook his head. "I don't know. You just f**ked the hell out of me. I swear, that one is going down in the books baby. I didn't think it could get any better and you just proved me wrong. Holy hell you were wild."

I buried my face in his chest and laughed with him. I had been a little out of control.

"This better not be a pregnant thing or your hot little ass is gonna live knocked up for the next thirty years."

Chapter 43

Rush

I held Blaire's hand in mine and looked over her shoulder as she flipped through a parenting magazine. All the pictures of diapers and other baby items were scary as shit. I wouldn't admit that to her but the reality of a baby was starting to terrify me. The big boobs, the middle of the night sex and the sweet swell of Blaire's hips were all major pluses and it was easy to forget exactly why all this was happening.

"Blaire Wynn." The nurse called out her name and I looked down at the diamond on her finger. In two weeks that last name would change. I was ready for it. I didn't like her being called Wynn. She was Blaire Finlay to me already.

"That's us," she said, smiling up at me before standing. She was barely showing now. How they expected to see more than an even bigger pea I wasn't sure but she was promising me we could actually see the baby. It had arms and legs, as crazy as that sounded.

I didn't let go of her hand as she led us back to the exam room. The nurse glanced back at me several times. She had better not be about to tell me I couldn't go back there because I was going. It was time I saw my baby.

"In here," the nurse said, stepping back and waving us into a room. "Go ahead and take everything off and put on the gown. Doctor Nelson will want to do a vaginal exam today too. But we'll get to the ultrasound first."

Blaire seemed to not think it was a big deal she was about to have to get naked. The nurse looked back at me. "Is this one okay to be back here?"

This one? What the hell did that mean?

Blaire grinned and looked back at me. "Yes, this one is the father.

The nurse straightened up and gave me a big relieved smile. "That's wonderful. I hated the idea of someone as young as you doing this all alone."

Blair blushed and went into a small room with a curtain in front of it. Once the nurse left I went over and stepped into what looked like a small dressing room.

"What did she mean by 'this one'?" I asked.

Blaire bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes tightly. "Do I have to answer this?"

"Uh, yeah. Especially after that comment." I was preparing myself not to like the answer.

"Woods drove me to my last appointment. They told him he could come back and I told them no he couldn't, he was just a friend."

I'd almost forgotten about that. I understood why she had gotten a ride from him. I hadn't been here. But knowing some other man was here with her when she needed me was hard to swallow. I realized her face had gone pale and I bent down and kissed her lips. "It's okay. I should've been here. I wasn't."

She nodded. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be. I'm the one who's sorry."

The door to the exam room opened back up and I stuck my head out of the dressing room.

The nurse was grinning at me and pulling in a machine with a little screen on it. "Is she about ready?" The amused smirk on the nurse's face was funny.

"Just about," I told her then looked back at Blaire who was bright red. I couldn't help but laugh. "Get changed, sexy. I'll go back out there."

Blaire nodded and I stepped out from behind the curtain.

I walked over to the table and looked at the machine. "So this is how we see the baby?" I asked wondering how they did this exactly.